True Love


Words could never be enough to say how much I care,
To let you know how glad I am to share the love we share,
So with each special look,
Each smile and tender touch,
I'm telling you with all my heart I love you very much.

The Betrayal

It's not quite so funny how the body can fool the mind into such high expectations.

After so many vile times of betrayal, the mind and heart begin to wither like an object in the whispering dessert.

And now comes the fear,
the fear that the lonely withering heart will never become whole again.

After the long dismal period of fear melts away, then comes the traumatizing periods of the what ifs and denial.

These are the worst periods because they never melt away or disappear5...they linger there always pondering, always questioning, "What is wrong with me?" :ermsmile:

interesting im liking it - a little different but good very good.

Well thank you very much. Yeah I'm a weird kinda gal. lol. Keep readin and being opinionated...I like that! Thanks again. :flowersmile:

Keep reading...I've got lots more where this came from.. and please I want everyone to be honest, not nasty, but honest.

Thanks alot! :flowersmile:

The Game


In this world we laugh and sing,
Trying to pull in all the happiness life can bring.

We dance,
We play,
At all costs we avoid dismay.

We love,
We lose,
Unfortunatley the ones we love we cannot choose.

We love,
We cry,
The broken heart is never shy.

The tears keep coming,
They seem to never end,
All you can do is turn to a friend.

When all seems lost,
And life, as we see it, will never be the same,
We continue on our journey and realize that love is just a game.

The game is done,
It comes and goes,
Will we ever truly love, no one knows.

So we continue to dance,
And to laugh,
And to play,
Continuing the effort to find joy in our day.

This is what we have to do no matter if it cuts us up like a knife,
This is what we have to do in this little game called life.

Death

Innocent kids consumed by death,
Had no idea, that was their last breathe.

It had to be the kids that were good,
Had to be the kids that would give you their heart if they could.

They didn't even get to say goodbye,
Now all we can do is sit around and cry.

As we cry,
We sit in silence wondering whose next to die.

You'd think with us watching our friends die off one by one,
We'd be putting on our seatbelts and we wouldn't drink a ton.

Do you think we listen to safety laws.....no,
By the deaths of our innocent friends it does show.

Live life as if in the next second you'll die.
Be safe, have fun yet be cautious all in one.

Take life in a deep breathe and take it quick because soon IT will consume you,
It meaning Death.


Dedicated to my friends who've lost their lives due to drunk driving and car accidents.

Getting Left Behind

Getting left behind is something that you will always find.

Whether its by some fool or in school.

Getting left behind is something I thought I'd never do,
But when the day came it was true.

Everyone looked so nice...

The feeling was so unbearable I just couldn't take it anymore,
It felt like I had hit the floor.
It was depressing to see everyone move on,
I thought they would always be there, but now they're gone.
I should've been nice,
I should've been kind,
But now I'm nothing but left behind. :unsure:

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:wub: *PotterPoet blushes*

Thanks alot Alonya! I will definatley be posting more, so keep reading and I'll do the same for you! Here have some flowers! :flowersmile:
:sorcerer:

The Mental Ocean

From the deep membranes of the mind,
There's always different things to find.

By knowledge love is the hardest thing to express,
With all the secrets and untold stories that you must confess.

You find most things unable to explain,
Then you find yourself beginning to complain.

When the silence becomes unbearable,
You find that some things are just unexplainable.

Some thoughts, some dreams should remain locked away in the heart,
For the secrets you withhold you cannot depart.

The heart, mind and soul are an ocean of dreams, hopes and realities,
For these of which no true person has the keys.

To find the one who holds that key,
You must first love yourself and be happy and free. :sun:

I really like your poems!

Mind of Decision

I often wonder if what I'm doing is right,
I don't know if the decisions I've made were out of fright.

On my side people scrurrying to tell me that everythings okay,
On the darker side he's asked why I've hurt him in this way.

I don't know what's right and I don't know what's wrong,
All I know is that I have to remain strong.

I know my pain isn't as great as his,
On the other hand it feels like it is.

The agonizing pain is soaring through my heart,
I never meant for them to be apart.

I hope this feeling doesn't last forever,
I don't know if I could take it anymore or even ever. :ermsmile:

Well thank you very much nsyncrockerchic! Keep reading because I'm gonna keep posting. :beer: :star: :upsidedown: :read: :kill_computer: :busy: :cat:

Had to throw the cat in....I luv cats.

Oh my goodness! Thank you so much for your continued support Alyonna! I'll keep postin if you keep readin. :flowersmile:

Here have some flowers on me: :flowersmile: :flowersmile: :flowersmile: :flowersmile: :flowersmile: :flowersmile: :flowersmile: :flowersmile:

The Moon

Over the sunset and to the moon,
A flower sits waiting to bloom.

Above a cloud,
You scream aloud.

Saying in the sky,
Look at all the stars go by.

Over the moon here we go,
Tell everyone there's so much to show.

Sittin in a room,
Wondering what it would be like on the moon.
:sorcerer:

Sunsets

They are beautiful in some ways,
When I look at one I'm a daze.

In the shadow of a room,
A young child sits with a fate of doom.

All of this is in the face of a sunset...
Sit down and watch one...

If you don't you'll feel like you're tearing up inside,
And you'll feel like you have to hide.

Oh well you say,
But it could be today that your dreams will fade away.

Thats all in the face of a sunset,
It's all in the eye...
The eye I see through is in the eye of a sunset.

Things Are Falling Apart

Things are falling apart between me and you,
And this time I really don't know what to do.

We fight, then things get better for about a day,
When is this going to end? Today?

I love you so much that's why I just can't let you go,
But if you keep acting like this, I just don't know.

I sit up and I wait for you until four,
I worry about you until you walk through my door.

I don't know how you can't see how much you're hurting me,
How do I know you care for me?

I thought you said that we couldn't get like this again,
If not why are we like this then?

Maybe you see it...
Maybe you don't, but you're breaking my heart,
Because YOU let things fall apart.

From the Woods to the City

Winter breeze, winter trees,
It's all so cold,
This winter, this winter,
Feels so old.

The coldness makes me feel old and full of dread,
So many thoughts going through my head.

So many tears, so many fears,
So many memories through the years.

I try to reach out for the stars,
In the clouds I see cars.

The cars remind me of the city where I'm from,
Memories of nights in the park drinkin rum.

Things are much different from the city to the woods,
My life becomes a bunch of ifs and coulds.

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once again - too much praise? i hope not! you deserve waaaaaaaaaaay more than that!

Far Far Away From Home

It all just ends when you can't look into your mother's eyes anymore,
It all end when you walk through that door.

It's the door of reality,
I'm no longer free.

Yes, I could turn back now but what difference would it make...
I'd still have the same problems to face.

I wish I could change it all,
But I can't....
Once you jump, you fall.

Here I'm dying,
Here I'm alone,
Here I've no friends,
Here is where I'm shown,
Here is far far away from home.

Just the Beginning to the Road of Life

I used to laugh,
I used to play,
Who ever knew I'd end up this way.

People say it's easy, they say a piece of cake,
I know they only say that for my sake.

People are wrong,
In fact, it's not easy at all,
I feel like Humpty Dumpty,
Just there's no end to my fall.

I used to have fun,
I used to have friends,
I guess I'll do nothing,
Until this all ends.

I wish I could say it'll all be okay,
If I could, then I'd be happy today.

I try to do things that I think are right,
All I end up doing is crying at night.

Is this the beginning...
I'd hate to see the end.

I feel so alone,
I am so alone.

My pain is as sharp as a knife,
I wish this was the end but it's not,
This is just the beginning to the road of so-called life.

Emotional Pain

Emotional pain,
Falling down on me like the rain.

Rain with drops of the dullest gold,
The pain, no more, can I withhold.

I need a new life,
I need a new goal,
I need something to fill this massive hole.

I want to get rid of this stress, get rid of the strain,
I want to get rid of this emotional pain.

beautiful, amazing, thought provoking, and defnitely emotional. I'll refrain from all the very's and love's cos you already know how i feel about your stuff. those were really amazing though!!!!

Whewww, sorry that I haven't been online lately....my computer went berserk! Oh well, now that its all fixed you can be sure I'll be keeping up on my posts again. :sorcerer: