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brelovesweasleys · 06-25-2010, 07:40 AM

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How did this happen? Looking back to Rae, Evelyn sat on her trunk once more before dragging her bag towards her. Pausing though, before she took anything out, she thought about it for a moment. It was ridiculous. The reason why. "I was accused..." she started, staring at her bag before chuckling and shaking her head. Stupid. Stupid reason. "...of something rather ridiculous. And my parents don't like that kind of light shining on the family name."

Well, she herself knew the truth. Part of it at least. And she was innocent. Before she could even open her bag up though to take out her books, Rae had spoke again, and it did nothing to calm the Slytherin down. "No, I don't have a choice if I get to keep my name or not." she grumbled, ripping open her bag so she could get her Transfiguration and Care of Magical Creatures notebooks out.

Still listening to Rae however, Evelyn finally got the notebooks, grabbed a pencil, and stood up, staring at the older Slytherin. Talking about problems was supposed to make you feel better. She only felt irritated and hurt. "I don't want any other name. I want my name. I like my name. There is purpose to my name, and if I don't have it...then I have no purpose. I have nothing." Closing her eyes, she turned her head towards the door and let out a long breathe. "I am...nothing."

Accused.... How selfish were her parents? Rae listened until she saw Evelyn really hurt now. Great Rae had to push it. Rae had been exactly how Evelyn was, not until recently had she really gotten on with the fact that she could do something... How could she possibly get it through to her? How would Rae get to listening if it was five years ago? Only if someone screamed it in her face probably... Rae wont go to screaming, but a higher tone might make her stop right? She just wanted to help. "But you don't have a choice on if you get that name or not! And I know you think you are alone, even if you have friends or people to talk to or a guy you like.. Because i'm the same. I always feel alone, And here's what I have long thought. Because of what I am now, I will never have a future. I was positive that since im that girl who has no parents, no bed at night or roof over her head, who steals money for food, who is never good in school.... That I could never do anything. That I would always be like this. You don't get the choice with your name, but you get the choice with what's left."

Rae's tone in her voice calmed down so now she could just talk. She just raised it to make her stop, make her listen. "How about this, as hard as it can be, stop thinking about what happened. And focus on what you can do next. Choose a name as a start, I don't even know, maybe Destiny can find something crazy and awesome..." Or incredibly weird. "From there, you'll figure it out, and i'll help if you let me." No one deserved to be on their own like this.

06-25-2010, 07:40 AM	#437 (permalink)
brelovesweasleys Puffskein Join Date: Apr 2010 Location: Kona, Hawaii! Posts: 1,955 Hogwarts RPG Name: Abel Wysor Fifth Year	be the bre. Quote: Originally Posted by individual How did this happen? Looking back to Rae, Evelyn sat on her trunk once more before dragging her bag towards her. Pausing though, before she took anything out, she thought about it for a moment. It was ridiculous. The reason why. "I was accused..." she started, staring at her bag before chuckling and shaking her head. Stupid. Stupid reason. "...of something rather ridiculous. And my parents don't like that kind of light shining on the family name." Well, she herself knew the truth. Part of it at least. And she was innocent. Before she could even open her bag up though to take out her books, Rae had spoke again, and it did nothing to calm the Slytherin down. "No, I don't have a choice if I get to keep my name or not." she grumbled, ripping open her bag so she could get her Transfiguration and Care of Magical Creatures notebooks out. Still listening to Rae however, Evelyn finally got the notebooks, grabbed a pencil, and stood up, staring at the older Slytherin. Talking about problems was supposed to make you feel better. She only felt irritated and hurt. *"I don't want* any other name. I want my name. I like my name. There is purpose to my name, and if I don't have it...then I have no purpose. I have nothing." Closing her eyes, she turned her head towards the door and let out a long breathe. "I am...nothing." Accused.... How selfish were her parents? Rae listened until she saw Evelyn really hurt now. Great Rae had to push it. Rae had been exactly how Evelyn was, not until recently had she really gotten on with the fact that she could do something... How could she possibly get it through to her? How would Rae get to listening if it was five years ago? Only if someone screamed it in her face probably... Rae wont go to screaming, but a higher tone might make her stop right? She just wanted to help. "But you don't have a choice on if you get that name or not! And I know you think you are alone, even if you have friends or people to talk to or a guy you like.. Because i'm the same. I always feel alone, And here's what I have long thought. Because of what I am now, I will never have a future. I was positive that since im that girl who has no parents, no bed at night or roof over her head, who steals money for food, who is never good in school.... That I could never do anything. That I would always be like this. You don't get the choice with your name, but you get the choice with what's left." Rae's tone in her voice calmed down so now she could just talk. She just raised it to make her stop, make her listen. "How about this, as hard as it can be, stop thinking about what happened. And focus on what you can do next. Choose a name as a start, I don't even know, maybe Destiny can find something crazy and awesome..." Or incredibly weird. "From there, you'll figure it out, and i'll help if you let me."** No one deserved to be on their own like this. __________________ 'Cause I saw the moon fall I watched the colors Fade from everything, as winter stays...