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He felt like hitting her again, but was able to restrain himself this time, by turning his back on her. Snape clenched his fists and shook with the effort not to scream. He was completely out of control and no matter what mental exercises he performed, no matter what he did physically, he could not get ahold of his emotions and force them back under the surface where they belonged and keep them there as he had done for years. Even when it seemed he had them submerged, the moment he stopped concentrating on keeping them there, they emerged and it became that much harder to reign them in again. "No, it is not alright for me to hit you," he said. "And neither is it alright for you to hurt yourself."
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