SPOILER!!: :(
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Harvey was about to explain what he meant by his little surprise when she started talking again and the way she was going it was not sounding good at all. He then saw the tears and his heart broke a little, he hadnt seen those droplets in so long that he had forgotten that they could come when someone had been hurt so bad.. and here Ella had been hurt bad by the looks of it. She was not pretty enough? she was not smart enough? what was she talking about?
He looked at her "Ella.. you ARE smart.. and you arent pretty.. you are beautiful from the inside and outside. Her leaving had nothing to do with that.. it cant have been." he wanted to hold her in his arms right now, he took a step forward "Ella.. believe me.. your brains or looks had nothing to do with her leaving.. " he then went onto answer her question "And why did I do this? Ella.. I did this for you! It was a little.. surprise I.. I wanted to do for you! Yes.. yes I know! But.. I wanted to do something nice for you before we went back to Hogwarts" but the woman hadnt replied once.. NOT once!!
He was starting to wonder if she did love the daughter that she left behind "Ella I am sure she does love you.. we all do! Your dad, Caleb, your Gran.. me!" he then realised what he had said.. that he .. well maybe he could cover it up right now "See.. its hard for people to NOT love you! You are amazing.. there is no way that she CANT love you.. please.. believe me Ella.. please" he then took step towards her hoping that he was doing a good job at fixing this.. cause he had to fix it.. he just had to.. there was no way that he was going to lose her..not today.. please not today
Ella was having a really hard time listening to Harvey right now and it didn't help that her mind was going non-stop trying to fathom how he thought this was a good idea. He'd done some questionable stuff before and each time with good intentions but this...this was too much for her. He shouldn't have gone behind her back and done something like this. The blonde blinked at him when he took a step forward, not able to look him in the eyes.
"H-how...how was s-seeing someone who didn't w-want me a good s-surprise?" She said very quietly, her voice just above a whisper.
You know that feeling, the one where you want to crawl into bed and pull the covers over you and never come out? Well Ella was feeling that right now and it was taking everything inside her to stay put and hear Harvey out. Blink. This wasn't how this day was supposed to happen.
And then he said it, that he loved her. The blonde's head snapped up and the tears came faster now. It wasn't fair of him to say that right now. It was supposed to be something they said to each other during a better time. Not...not like this.
"That'swhatIcameheretotellyou." She mumbled, wiping at her eyes.
"IwasgoingtotellyouIlovedyoubutI..." The lump in her throat was making it incredibly hard to speak.
"Youruinedit." “You knew how much she hurt me. How she makes me feel about myself…you knew.” She was whispering now, clutching the turquoise necklace Harvey had given her tightly with her right hand.
“You p-you promised me. You pinky promised you wouldn’t keep things from me and this…this is big. You shouldn't have…I can’t…” She felt like she was breaking in two, and her heart was just as bad. Broken. That was what she was right now.
“I can’t trust you anymore, Harvey."