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Saiai
"You said you kissed her back. Ergo, you did mean to kiss her. God Isaac, you want to blame a fourteen year old that I've never met for what happened? Even if she did kiss you first, does she even know about me?" Amelia asked, hoping that the answer was no. "Whatever, she's fourteen and not the one who promised me anything. Not the one that I have to look at everyday, or the person who I'm meant to trust. When did this even happen?" Because the answer to that would make a difference to her. She didn't know why, but it mattered.
"I don't care that it would have been hard for you, you should have just put up with it! Lying would have been better," her heart wouldn't have been shattered if she never knew. She could have gone on and been alright. Her life would have been fine. She never needed to know about it.
"No. No Isaac, people who love their girlfriends don't do this to them. I'd never do something like this to you. And I don't know what we are... But... But we aren't okay. I don't think we'll ever be okay. Because I don't trust you, I can't trust you," she told him, tears finally starting to fall as she realized that her relationship might as well be over if she couldn't believe him. She looked over at Ed, eyes pleading for something, she didn't know what. Maybe for him to tell her that she could trust that it was just a mistake, that Isaac wouldn't do it again? But then, if she needed him to confirm that...
She just didn't know what to do.
"Yes, I kissed her back but merlin...Amelia if I meant te do it I would haf said it meant somethin'. I'm not goin' te lie te ye te make ye feel better." Now he was irritated! She wanted him to lie to her??? He wouldn't do that! "Fourteen yes! Ye honestly think I would dump ye te go out with her? She's like a sister! I've never looked at her like thet!" How could she think that? "I've not broken me promise, and I won't. I love ye like I've never loved anyone else."
"No? Guys don't love their girlfriends when they make a mistake?" He asked shaking his head his eyes were now flashing in frustration. The tears had taken it to a whole new level for him. "Ye want te know how much I love ye? HUH?" he asked with his voice lifting just a hair with the last word.
"Ye want te know? Well here it is. I got ye a ring. Yer present fer Christmas was supposed te be the one question thet I've wanted te ask fer months." he said his eyes stinging more then they had in years. Shaking his head he bit back the lump that had grown in his throat "I didn' ever mean te hurt ye. Ever." he said quietly before turning on his heel and running down the path to the grounds.