Kurumi couldn't hear anything else, save the breaking of her own heart when Jonathan's glance towards her was over almost before it had even started. He was keeping to his word...and then some. He wasn't just going to never speak to her again...he wasn't even going to look at her again. Biting her lip and attempting to suppress a whimper, Kurumi took one last glance in Lewis' direction, lingering there for a moment before she completely went back into her shell and hugging her legs tightly to her chest as she tried to keep back tears.

She didn't even see what was on the screen now and it didn't entirely matter to the Gryffindor. Kurumi rested her forehead onto her knees and simply rested her head there as she tried to shut everything else out. That is...until she heard Jonathan say Lewis' name rather loudly, sending a shiver down her spine.

It was then that she heard Selina ask her if she wanted to leave and Kurumi wanted to will herself to nod her head. She didn't want to be here...but she really didn't want to be anywhere either. Everything hurt. "I...don't want to move..." Kurumi whispered in reply. Her tone did not imply that she wanted to be there, but it was more of Kurumi physically not being able to will herself to move.

Merlin did she wish she could be like Jonathan right now....pretending that nothing was wrong and able to go through each day. Able to ignore it all.....