As she lay down in her four-poster bed wearing her comfortable pyjamas,the thoughts came bustling in her head. the same stupid question "why?". still no answer came.the decision to end up her life was like the first thing that occured to her.remembering the moments when their relationship was perfect and unbelievably deep brought heavy tears in her eyes. she had no one there,but him. no one.. his last words were echoing inside her head like dripping water into an empty room "i love you and always will.there is no thing that could ever change that,but we have to let go..." well,always didn't sound that conforting..at least not under this circumstances.
she looked at the ceiling,which she decorated with pictures of him and them together.she just couldn't stay there and pretend everything's gonna be alright.
nothing's gonna be alright she whispered to herself. nothing. she spoke out loud and then closed her eyes,which were fighting with the deluge provoked by the pain she held tightly in her heart.