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Old 06-22-2010, 06:49 AM   #272 (permalink)
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Lexi didn't struggle with him as he helped her to the bench and pressed his sleeve to her knee but she did however cross her arms across her chest and sull up. She didn't know what to tell him... The truth? Nah that was not a good idea... or was it?

"Don't you get it, Sabel? I LIKE you. Why do you think I kissed you however many times I did... why do you think you are the only person besides my brother that I even try to be around. YOu are so utterly clueless about it that it makes me angry," she finally said in a low mutter. She could feel the heat in her cheeks and she refused to look at him because she was afraid he would see the tears that had sprung up in her eyes... they were not because of the fall either.

She held her breath and waited... he would probably mutter and ramble or run away... she was mentally preparing herself for the inevitable. She was about to ruin their friendship... she could feel it. He probably thought she was a nutter like everyone else. Oh Merlin... she felt like she was going to be sick.
For a long moment he stared at the cuts on her knee, listening to her words, letting them process. It was something he wasn't used to hearing, that he wasn't used to noticing. His friends were just...his friends...it was the way his mind worked. There were very few he liked the way Alexa was suggesting. Last year, he had developed that rare liking for her but....he adjusted his sleeve to a clean section of cloth. A lot had happened between then and now.

Gently, he pressed the fabric back to her knee to stop the bleeding, for once taking his time with his words and care with his tone. "I...am honored Alexa...that...is a huge compliment. I...apologize for my platonic eyesight, but it's just the way I am." He let out a slow breath, gradually letting his eyes trail up to look at her face, a face on the brink of breaking down. "Alexa, I cannot be anything but completely honest when I speak, please understand that. I love you, as a friend, as a person, as another soul. I do. I would not be around if I didn't. In a relationship way, if that is what you are suggesting, in all honesty Alexa, I don't believe I am ready for that...I...know you, but at the same time, I don't think we know each other as well as we could. Please understand, I do care for you, very deeply, and I do not say these things to hurt you." He didn't even know if that would make sense to her.
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