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Ellie watched JD curiously. This boy seemed to have way too many emotions all bottle up and mixed together. He needed organizing lessons. They could at least be bottled up in their own bottles. Color coordinated too. Or he could get a penseive... Though, she wasn't sure how common those things were. Probably not very...
When he put his head in his hands, she cocked her head. What was going on now? "JD, what's wrong...?" she asked him kindly. He needed to tell her. He needed to talk. Plus, she was nosy enough to want to know everything.
Then she squinted her eyes all confused like. "Thank me? For what..?" What did she do now? And no. No. "I think... she should be finding you.. Maybe.." she bit her lip. How could she say this without sounding like she was blaming him for something. Because she was SO not, "Maybe there's a reason you havn't been able to find her?" Like.. she's been avoiding confrontation. Don't know why... girl's were too complicated. Ellie couldn't figure them, or herself, out either sometimes.
Pinching the top of his nose he sighs, lowering his hands.
"I just remembered, her father had died last term, and she came back this fall. I'm afraid she might feel I'm abandoning her now."
Shaking his head, he goes on
"I just don't think I'm ready for the relationship, I like her and all, but...well if we were to stay in the relationship, I'd actually like to see her for one, if that makes sense."
Looking over at her as Ellie says Anya should be finding him, he thinks about that.
"You think...? Well, if I see her I think I'll bring it up, but maybe...I won't keep searching the entire school for her anymore."