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QueenGinger · 04-03-2010, 04:28 AM

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Originally Posted by Dances_With_Potter

Chloe raised her teary eyes up from the table at the sound of her name only to be met with Asher's eyes boring into her soul. I love you more than anything in the world. I love you more than anything in the world.... He loves me more than anything in the world! Asher had never before said that to Chloe. She had always taken for granted that the kids were the ones he loved most in the world, and Chloe had always been okay with that, but Asher always told the truth. He always chose his words carefully. He wouldn't say he loved her more than anything in the world unless that was exactly what he meant. So he must have meant exactly that.

What was her gut telling her? There was difference between her gut and her brain, and that was how the panicking had begun in the first place. "Asher, I don't want to move out. I love you, and I love living with you, and I love falling asleep next to you every night and waking up next to you every morning. I don't think I could even sleep without your arms around me anymore." She reached back out and grabbed ahold of his hands, playing affectionately with his fingers. As she began speaking, she looked directly into his eyes, not glancing away once. "I'm just kind of... scared I guess. I've never... been loved like this. I'm used to putting my heart out there and loving someone completely and never being loved in return. I've always had my heart broken. Always. I know that might be hard to believe because I can be so stubborn and self-assured and unwilling to let people walk all over me. The truth is, I'm actually very easily hurt because I'm so quick to open myself up to people. And you, Asher, you're so sure of yourself all the time. Always calm and confident and in control. I never make you nervous, but there are still times that I see you and get so nervous I can barely speak and so weak in the knees that I can hardly stand.

My heart, or gut as you called it, is telling me to stay right where I am because it knows you're perfect for me. It knows you love me. It knows that its home is with you."

Asher listened to her once more as she spoke. He smiled when she told him that she loved falling asleep next to him, and waking up in the morning next to him. He kept his eyes on her as she began to play with his fingers again. “It’s okay to be scared.” he told her when she finished talking. “Why should we live and not experience anything?” he asked, “Living life is about doing things you wouldn’t normally do.” Right? Yes, it is. Asher thought. He bit his lip, “You’d be surprised at how nervous I really do get.” He chuckled, “You make me week at the knees.” Asher told her, he just showed it differently…or not at all. “Then, it’s resolved, you’re staying.” Asher told her addressing her last statement. “We’ll give you a room or whatever you need to be all yours.” he told her. “Chloe, don’t ever try to keep things inside like that. It pains me when you do it because I don’t know what I can do to help.” He told her softly.

04-03-2010, 04:28 AM	#165 (permalink)
QueenGinger Bugbear Join Date: Dec 2009 Location: GMT -6 Posts: 31,848 Hogwarts RPG Name: Jackson Reagan Hufflepuff Fifth Year Hogwarts RPG Name: Norah Reagan Slytherin First Year	Forever Hufflepuff \| \| Always. Quote: Originally Posted by Dances_With_Potter Chloe raised her teary eyes up from the table at the sound of her name only to be met with Asher's eyes boring into her soul. I love you more than anything in the world. I love you more than anything in the world.... He loves me more than anything in the world! Asher had never before said that to Chloe. She had always taken for granted that the kids were the ones he loved most in the world, and Chloe had always been okay with that, but Asher always told the truth. He always chose his words carefully. He wouldn't say he loved her more than anything in the world unless that was exactly what he meant. So he must have meant exactly that. What was her gut telling her? There was difference between her gut and her brain, and that was how the panicking had begun in the first place. "Asher, I don't want to move out. I love you, and I love living with you, and I love falling asleep next to you every night and waking up next to you every morning. I don't think I could even sleep without your arms around me anymore." She reached back out and grabbed ahold of his hands, playing affectionately with his fingers. As she began speaking, she looked directly into his eyes, not glancing away once. "I'm just kind of... scared I guess. I've never... been loved like this. I'm used to putting my heart out there and loving someone completely and never being loved in return. I've always had my heart broken. Always. I know that might be hard to believe because I can be so stubborn and self-assured and unwilling to let people walk all over me. The truth is, I'm actually very easily hurt because I'm so quick to open myself up to people. And you, Asher, you're so sure of yourself all the time. Always calm and confident and in control. I never make you nervous, but there are still times that I see you and get so nervous I can barely speak and so weak in the knees that I can hardly stand. My heart, or gut as you called it, is telling me to stay right where I am because it knows you're perfect for me. It knows you love me. It knows that its home is with you." Asher listened to her once more as she spoke. He smiled when she told him that she loved falling asleep next to him, and waking up in the morning next to him. He kept his eyes on her as she began to play with his fingers again. “It’s okay to be scared.” he told her when she finished talking. “Why should we live and not experience anything?” he asked, “Living life is about doing things you wouldn’t normally do.” Right? Yes, it is. Asher thought. He bit his lip, “You’d be surprised at how nervous I really do get.” He chuckled, “You make me week at the knees.” Asher told her, he just showed it differently…or not at all. “Then, it’s resolved, you’re staying.” Asher told her addressing her last statement. “We’ll give you a room or whatever you need to be all yours.” he told her. “Chloe, don’t ever try to keep things inside like that. It pains me when you do it because I don’t know what I can do to help.” He told her softly. __________________ Days of Potter 2022: Which Luna Quote Are You?_____________________ ____________ "all my shoes have mysteriously disappeared. I suspect nargles are behind it."