Eveybody was asking if he was okay. Of course he was not! He was really sad, so sad for something he did not know which meant he could not help himself with feeling better. This was impossible when he did not have any clue about what he was grieving over. He avoided replying the question about how he felt for he was unable find the suitable words to explain. When he spotted Destiny from the corner of his eyes he felt shocked and extremely embarrassed at the same time as her face reminded him few of the previous scenes. 'Nooooooo!' He had made a complete fool of himself! 'How could not i resist drinking it? I have no right to talk about strong willpower anymore' Pass this, how could he look at Destiny's face again? This thought made his already depressed for no reason state worse and he felt like crying but could not when Rose lifted his head up looking at him with her demanding hazel eyes. He oepened his mouth to answer wanting to say 'i'm okay' but there was no way he could lie to Rose so he just stare at her than jumped forward hugging her tight as if doing it might help him forget things.