Originally Posted by letter

Dear Eddie,

I guess you noticed I wasn't at the feast. Or maybe you didn't. I miss you and the kids already and it's only been a couple of days. This is going to be a long term without seeing you. I wanted to tell you that I've been thinking about what you said and as much as it hurts me to let you go, I would never want you to feel forced into a relationship, so I will try to move on.

I do want you to be happy and if I can't be the woman you want or need then I hope you have the chance to find someone who will be who you need.

I love you but they say if you love someone you let them go. I can't do that yet but I will try. I'm sorry I didn't tell you I wasn't going back. The hurt was to fresh. Have a great year Eddie.

Love always,

Your Ari