Becky couldnt help but smile back and returned the hug. "I just I feel like I'm falling, like just falling and that one by one the people that i think would be there to catch me just keep disappearing. I though i would be able to count on ryan for anything, tha h wouldn't even have let me fall...not even trip and then we broke up and it was like the whole world came crashing down. then i met Sam and then he broke up with me ad that was the end of that and my best friend Amy i rarely see anymore and then there is Jayden and i know i can count on him for anything but he is having a lot of his own problems and i do't want to make things worse by telling him mine. and then there is you and you've got your own problems too and I just. I don't know what to do, I really don't. I ca't go home once school's out, unless i want to be my father's punching bag again. And Ryan told me i could stay with him even after we broke up but i haven't seen him. And Sam offered to but that would be awkward. And Jayden offered to beat up my father which i couldn't let him and I'm just really confused and nervous and oh i don't even know anymore" with that Becky sat down in the snow and pulled her knees up to her chest looking at the lake "well that made me feel a little better"