 Rock Away Blind | You Could Be My Silver Springs Blue Green Colours Flashing | Basically the Sun
Neva closes her eyes, listening for the words that would make it all better. The words that wouldn't come. She couldn't bring herself to think beyond the end of the day. It was too daunting a task. Granted, finishing her magical education would help her follow in her Mother's footsteps. But going after Julian, turning up on the Orchard doorstep to tell him that she was home for good seemed such a perfect idea. If only he was there.
He had decided that they needed money for when she graduated. Where he would work, he hahdn't told her. He could be anywhere. Also, how could she just leave her friends without even saying goodbye? She had yet to see Sylvia since she left the train at the beginning of the Summer. Perhaps part of her thought that she wouldn't stick out the year.
Neva couldn't face the idea of Julian being dissappointed in her, even if he had begged her, even for the briefest moment, to go with him. She sits on her bean bag, at a complete lost as to what to say or do to appease the bricks that were mounting in her stomach. She felt so heavy now...
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