01-29-2007, 02:57 AM
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 Heartbreak - Sa9+
Hey!
I’m Cai, and this is my fourth Fan Fiction on SS. My first three Fan Fics are: What the Girls Think, My Best Memory, and An Obsession. However, this Fan Fic is a one-shot. It’s about someone expressing their feelings for someone else whom they love. While I was writing this, I had someone in mind… let’s see if you can figure it out!
Enjoy!
<3 Cai
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I’ve told myself that I wouldn’t cry. That I would stay strong for you. Yet every time I utter those words, the droplets of my soul would pour down my cheeks. Feeling the cold stone of your grave under my fingertips would bring back those awful memories of that day in Godric’s Hollow. And every day, I would ask myself why it had to be you. Why you? Why did you have to disappear from this world? Why did you have to leave me to fend for myself? Those questions will never be answered now.
There have been days where I would just run into an open field and scream at the top of my lungs. Just to let out my sadness and my sorrow. I’d scream how much I love you. How much I miss you. And how much I need you. Yet you’d never hear me. For the Heavens above are too far away. And you’ll never know how much you’ve affected me.
And out of the two of us, I bet you’re the happy one. For you have all your friends and family up there. While down here, I have no one. No one to talk to. No one to cry with. No one at all. Just me, my thoughts, and my broken heart.
I’ll never forget you. I’ll never stop loving you. For you’re the one who had changed my life. And when I’m at home, looking out the window, you’re the one I’m thinking about. And I’ll never betray you. I’ll never leave you! It’s still hard to believe that I’m never going to see you again. Your hair, your eyes, your smile. I miss it all. I miss you.
So every year, on this anniversary of your death, I would come and see your name engraved onto stone. And I would swear that I could hear your voice. Smell your scent. Feel your warmth surround me. And all of that would just bring those memories of us together back as well. But I would force myself to stop. I need to get over those memories. I need to stop the pain. And with one final tear, I would ask you: Will you wait for me?  |