"Kay." said Yurio. He took out his dream jounal and wrote down 'Have been having the same dream mostly since I recived my letter. It is a swan swimming on a black lake. Then it seems to just fall through the lake like it was not water at all but it looks as though it is drowning or suffacating. I always wake up short of breath with cold sweat on my face. The swan means happiness I think but then why does it always fall and drown? The lake is black so that is... mourning I suppose. Yes that would fit. Falling is fear but I'm not afraid... atleast I dont think I am. And drowning a call for help I guess because I dont want to wash away my sins and I dont want attention. Whats that mean? That I'm afraid of being happy while I'm mourning and asking for help? That doesnt make sence.'