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FearlessLeader19 · 01-15-2022, 12:56 AM

SPOILER!!: Evan! <3

Jude was apprehensive about what Evan would say about them hanging out. He didn’t see much hope in it, honestly, because what was that subsequent friendship going to be like? Would the two of them be awkward with each other? Would they no longer have long conversations about all the random topics? Yes, Jude expected it to all be over. But, hey. At least he had been honest, right? He had tried and lost.

He hadn’t realised that he had been holding his breath until Evan said he missed their hanging out. Not Jude. The hanging out. UGH. This was no time to overthink things, Anders. Jude took a breath before nodding. “I’ll think about it. Just… I think I need some space to process all of this.” The Hufflepuff gestured at them. “I’ll come find you when I’m ready, okay?” The Hufflepuff just wanted to be alone right now with his music. And maybe he wanted to be alone for the next few days too. Fat chance that'll happen when Reagan and Keighley saw him and forced him to tell them what happened. “Here. Hang onto this? Please? It was supposed to be for you whenever I worked up the courage to give you. In a few years time, maybe you’ll get a kick out of it.’’ The CD was held out for Evan to take. Also, it would be a way for Evan to remember that someone had been attracted romantically to him, someone who saw him for HIM and didn’t care about any flaws. "Catch you around, Ev.'' With great effort, Jude turned his back on the Ravenclaw to resume playing the piano.

WHY, WHY, WHY did he have to be an empath? It felt as though his feelings were hurt a million times worse than a non-empath.

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FearlessLeader19 Potterdom Mod Charing Cross Rd. Mod WWW Mod Wrackspurt Join Date: Oct 2005 Location: Gaia BH1 Posts: 217,120 Hogwarts RPG Name: Sarika Aarohi Curious Graduated Hogwarts RPG Name: Shimron Bacari Goth Graduated Hogwarts RPG Name: Viano Valentino Thanatos-Misra Gryffindor Seventh Year Hogwarts RPG Name: Levi Nayan Singh-Phora Hufflepuff Fourth Year Hogwarts RPG Name: Harvey Thunder Forsfelle Ravenclaw Third Year x12 x12	~ Mrs. Steve Harrington ~ Claimed by Bits ❤️ ~ Queen of Typos ❄ Magical Mosh Pit ❄ SPOILER!!: Evan! <3 Quote: Originally Posted by Chelliephone He watched him play a note on the piano, feeling his face slowly begin to return to it's normal temperature. "I understand." He wanted to apologize again, but he figured at some point that would also get offensive since the Hufflepuff had already stated it was fine. Even if it probably wasn't fine, this wasn't something he could fix immediately. Why would he not want to hang out with him? His head tilted a bit, considering the last statement. Jude's feelings did not make him uncomfortable, it's not as anyone chose their feelings. Evan just didn't want to make things any worse for Jude by unintentionally hurting him more. "I miss hanging out too. And I don't have a problem still being friends. I would like to but... I also don't want you to have to do something that would cause you any type of distress." At least Evan knew with certainty he would not be dating for awhile, so that shouldn't pose any complications. And even if feelings did develop for someone, he would not pursue until he was more stable. And who knew where Jude would be in his own feelings by then? Or if it would even happen? He'd just be careful not to bring it up. And even if he said he didn't blame him, well Evan almost wished he did because maybe then that would have been easier for the Anders. Jude was apprehensive about what Evan would say about them hanging out. He didn’t see much hope in it, honestly, because what was that subsequent friendship going to be like? Would the two of them be awkward with each other? Would they no longer have long conversations about all the random topics? Yes, Jude expected it to all be over. But, hey. At least he had been honest, right? He had tried and lost. He hadn’t realised that he had been holding his breath until Evan said he missed their hanging out. Not Jude. The hanging out. UGH. This was no time to overthink things, Anders. Jude took a breath before nodding. “I’ll think about it. Just… I think I need some space to process all of this.” The Hufflepuff gestured at them. “I’ll come find you when I’m ready, okay?” The Hufflepuff just wanted to be alone right now with his music. And maybe he wanted to be alone for the next few days too. Fat chance that'll happen when Reagan and Keighley saw him and forced him to tell them what happened. “Here. Hang onto this? Please? It was supposed to be for you whenever I worked up the courage to give you. In a few years time, maybe you’ll get a kick out of it.’’ The CD was held out for Evan to take. Also, it would be a way for Evan to remember that someone had been attracted romantically to him, someone who saw him for HIM and didn’t care about any flaws. "Catch you around, Ev.'' With great effort, Jude turned his back on the Ravenclaw to resume playing the piano. WHY, WHY, WHY did he have to be an empath? It felt as though his feelings were hurt a million times worse than a non-empath. __________________ 🌺🌺🌺 I fall in love with boys I see on a TV screen. The ones in books who are as perfect as they can be.🌺🌺🌺