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Once a few minutes had passed and Azura was sure her tea had steeped enough, she carefully took her cup with her left hand, which was her non dominant one and ever so slowly started to sip her tea. It was hot.. and slightly bitter cause she hadn't added any sugar. She knew she could of, but she wanted to do a proper reading!
She leaned back in her chair as she slowly sipped the hot liquid, just trying to relax and focus.. Was there one thought that was bothering her? Of course there was! There was several, but there was one that just kept popping up over and over again..
Why did her mom leave her?
Was she not a good enough child? Was she too clumsy? Too annoying? To emotional? Had she bothered her too much? Made her life to hard? Did her mom blame her for Azura's Dad leaving and that's why she left? Why..did she have to go and die and leave her alone? Didn't her mom know that Azura needed her? She NEEDED her!! Who was she going to turn to when things got complicated with Jace? How was she ever going to learn to put on makeup? Who was ever going to hug her the way her mother did? Her arms could make everything better.. Why did she go away?
Azura was trying to to cry as the thoughts raced through her head and she looked down to see that her tea was nearly gone. She swallowed back her tears as she took a deep if not shaky breath. She needed to relax more.. As much as she could!
She closed her eyes for a moment, trying to stem the whirling thoughts in her head before she opened her eyes and took the cup in her hand and swirled the left over tea in the cup, three times. She then gently turned her cup upside down and took three breaths as she waited for all of the tea to drain out.
Well, here went nothing. |