SPOILER!!: *cries* for sweet llia!
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He told her that she had done nothing wrong , not to think that way, and asked her not to cry but.........she felt the unrelenting and merciless rain falling from her eyes. Those words didn't take the sting out of the ones that he had already spoken. She felt so vulnerable, emotionally naked as she stood there with her arms around herself crying.
She didn't know what to do, or how to get herself back in control of the flood of emotion that was surging through her. So all she did was sob and wait, wait for him to tell her why. Explain her pain away....why couldn't she be with him?
He didn't belong in her world? She listened to him explain, though she still had some tears flowing. That was his excuse!? She had told him before that she didn't care that he had been an orphan and he wasn't pureblood or rich. Any of it.....she didn't care about any of it and she told him that! Now she felt frustration and maybe a bit of anger along with her sorrow.
"Don't tell me that you d-don't belong in my world." She said through her sobs as she watched him. "Its my world.....I say who belongs, not my mother, or my ancestors, or even you!" Her grief stricken voice imbued every word with her pained sorrow and a touch of anger. "You aren't nothing or no one........you are my best friend.....and the only person that I love! ...........Does that mean nothing to you?" Her last words were said in an almost desperate whisper.
He turned his back to her, he didn't want to listen to her cries of anguish or her pleas. He was leaving tomorrow....and just leaving her........ "P-please...." It was the only word that she could manage through her sobs as she looked after him. "I-I...love..*sob*...you....*sniff*" She felt so weak and pathetic right now.Please don't go and leave me here all alone.....I love you.....
"You aren't nothing or no one........you are my best friend.....and the only person that I love! ...........Does that mean nothing to you?
Henric stopped himself from taking a step forward.Her words ringing in his ears. Of course, it meant everything to him! He loved her too. He was torn. Every part of him wanted to turn back around and kissed her again. He felt like all of this frustration raged a war inside him, could she not understand how excruciating this was for him too. His heart ached listening to her pleading voice. He didn't want to leave her here like this...but he had to. He was going to break down into pieces if he didn't. He shook his head slowly,
"I'm s-sorry...I..I..have to go." Henric bit his lip because he sounded so pained,afraid he would lose control of himself. He didn't look back and started to walk away from her...
Numb,pain,agony,sorrow...longing...was all he felt as he made his way back to the castle. His chest had tightened, he couldn't breathe properly. Memories of them together came flooding back and he couldn’t help but feel so much regret….why...why did he have to hurt her…