05-29-2015, 02:59 AM
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| Fwooper
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Hogwarts RPG Name: Amelia Yarborough Hufflepuff Seventh Year Hogwarts RPG Name: Emerald Peridot "Dot" Ainsley Gryffindor Seventh Year
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| HOLISTIC ACTRESS {X O} EVERYTHING IS CONNECTED Quote:
Originally Posted by Expecto-Penguin Kace was out on the grounds and he was already sketching the whomping willow when he saw a patronus in front of him. He looked up and he recognized that patronus somewhere. Then he heard the voice and knew it was Pucks. He chuckled and said to himself, "I should have known..." Then he saw her sitting across from the tree waiting for him. He packed up his things and then made his way to his favorite lion prefect. "Hey Puck, I got your patronus from across the tree. Anything the matter?" he asked. The voice, he was there…Puck grinned up at him and gave him a bit of a face, a purposeful pout to her lips and a perfectly placed sigh would have given him a good sign to her mood right? She was sure of it. But this wasn’t a mood she was used to so she wasn’t sure of anything she didn’t even know what she was talking about or thinking or really doing? Was this life?
“Oh really? You were across the tree?” She laughed, “I guess I was too lazy to move from my spot,” she laughed and grinned over to him. “Kace…I have a question” she practically whined, unintentionally but still she was whining and that was nothing like the cool prefect she had made everyone think she was. She wasn’t cool. She was pathetic.
“I need your advice…and because aparecium keeps calling you Puffanova…maybe you’re a good person to ask?” She asked and grinned over to him only a dash of her usual sass flavored her words.
“And I guess you could say something is the matter…I’ve been thinking and we know how bad that can be,” she grinned over to him before taking a deep breath… “sometimes…” she paused and turned her attention to the tree. It was easier to address the tree than it was to address him really. “I’ve just…I’ve been weird lately…weird for me? Normal for well, you probably?” She shrugged and leaned back on the ground.
“You’ve got it easy…you know that right? Puffanova…you know I’m going to call you that for life now,” she grinned over to him half heartedly as she sat up again and gave him a destroyed looking face. “I’m trying to change things in my life…I know I act and walk like there’s nothing wrong all the time, but there is.” She grinned and sighed. “I just, you know me? I’ve been all afraid of emotions and recently I’ve been thinking that I need to stop all the stupid things that I’ve been doing? And just you know…actually walk like there’s nothing wrong and stop pretending? I need to, I want to be stable.” She groaned and chewed on her lip.
“Even….even if that means having f-” she couldn’t even say it really. “feelings for people or accepting it when I do and not trying to ruin things when feelings happen because you know me” she sighed. “I’m a ruiner.”
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