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Ezra didn't hesitate before replying, "It seems that way, doesn't it," and fingering the buttons on his jacket because he was NOT going to give her the satisfaction of getting all weepy or anything. Merlin no. Tiffany knew he missed her and that was that. The truth. She didn't need to know all the other stuff. Not that there WAS any other stuff, because he did not have feelings for her. WELL, no feelings other than a healthy appreciation of her sense of style. And the whole being drop dead head over heels no holds barred 500% undeniably in love with her. Or something. AHEM. But other than that, no feelings at all really. None at all. "You don't really think it's physically possible to not miss you, do you now Ms. Price?" He shook his head in mock worry and shot her a playful smirk. "Tsk tsk so much to learn." THERE. Look at that. Toootalllyy covered up the spasms of his heart, right? RIGHT? He drummed his fingers on the handles of his chair. Control. He had it. And he could use it to make her squi--wait, was she smiling? Ezra blinked slowly, a genuine smile spreading over his face before he had even ensured that smile of hers was real. Control? Who needed control when Tiffany Price was smiling at him? WOAH there. C'mon Bellamy. Keep your head in the game. She wanted a game, yes? That had to be why she was here after all this time.

Why did he not say anything? Was she really going to pin this on him? Suppressing the urge to roll his eyes, Ezra stroked his collar lazily and arranged his face into the most UN-hurt and UN-infatuated expression he could muster. "Same reason you never came and talked to me." MAYBE. He really had no idea why Tiffany--or anyone--would willingly choose not to talk to him, but MAYBE she'd get all cute blushy and just tell him why. Why was a good question. A question he wanted the answer to.

Ezra grinned and mimicked her leaning, feeling his stomach perform somersaults as the space between them got a little smaller. Somersaults were an understatement, really. He had an entire damn acrobatic troupe in there. Complete with flying elephant. "Weeellll," he paused and let his smile get even bigger, "I wouldn't expect you to understand such matters of the heart. THE Tiffany Price surely doesn't have to deal with those." He gave a dramatic sigh and put his hand on his forehead, bringing it down quickly to smirk at her without any interruption. There. She'd be begging for him by the time this was over, he was sure of it. He made a face of feigned surprise and added, "You mean you don't already watch me work? Missing out on all the good things, I see." HE WAS ALL THE GOOD THINGS. ALL OF THEM, OKAY. ALLLL OF THEM. WHY didn't she see that? Tiffany Price was not swooning yet and this was a problem. 'Cause Ezra was swooning. And he was not ready to be the one who swoons first. And he wouldn't be. Outwardly, anyway.

Woah there. Cough cough COUUUUGH. That so did not just happen. Ezra cleared his throat hurriedly and arranged his face into some sort of neutral expression. Yes. Neutral. Still fiddling with his cuff, he gave her a soft smile and held a hand out in the direction of his desk. "Yes, yes. Quite a while, really. Not sure I can' wait much longer." Okay fine. Maybe he was outwardly swooning a tiny bit but it was so called for okay. Tiffany called him important. He KNEW he was important, but this meant SHE knew it too. And maybe what she thought was more important than what he thought. But only maybe. Widening his blue eyes, he leaned closer to her until his glasses were nearly tickling the bridge of her nose and whispered, "After you, m'lady."
"It seems that way, doesn't it.” What in Merlin’s name was he playing at!? It seems that way??? He wasn’t supposed to say that he missed her. He was supposed to say that he enjoyed the time apart actually. That way, they could all just MOVE ON already. Not that she wanted to move on. No wait, she did want to move on. Not that she was stuck on the idea of him or anything. Definitely not that. Or um, what was this about again? AHEM. ”I, well, I suppose not,” Let’s make one thing straight, okay? Tiffany Price did NOT stumbled over words. Just like how she DOESN’T fall ill. How she DOESN’T wear fake handbags. And how she DOESN’T have feelings for one Ezra Bellamy. Only, there’s only so much you can lie to yourself about not doing. And Tiffany Price, well, she was guilty of most. This had to end now. The stumbling over words, the unexpected remarks, THAT STUPID FEELING IN HER STOMACH. It all had to stop right now…. Please? Trying to recompose herself, she began again, ”Maybe I just haven’t found the right teacher Ezra.” Better, right? Maybe. Ugh. At least there wasn’t any stumbling around. ”Have an recommendations?” She was trying to be playful again. Attempting at mirroring his stupidly adorable little smirk. It was so much easier the first time they had done this. ”Though, I can’t really blame you. But maybe you just have to try a bit harder next time,” Could someone bring her a glass of water, and QUICK? She was starting to feel her throat dry up. Just another thing Tiffany Price DIDN’T typically have an issue with.

FINALLY, she once again regained control of herself and the smile was no longer as wide as it had been mere seconds ago. She wasn’t allowed to feel this way. It wasn’t apart of the rules. She was here to throw the game in. Not to start it over. So then, how come what he had to say next… How come it made her heart drop? She let the shock of it all sink in for a few seconds too long, before finally collecting her thoughts. ”Well, I’m here now, aren’t I?” It may have not been much, but it was big for her. It showed that she did care. Or maybe that was just it. This small gesture, it didn’t really mean anything. It was only because she kept herself from any gestures at all, that this felt so big. To him, though, it was probably just another day. Just another CoWorker. Did he miss all his other CoWorkers immeasurably? And furthermore, why was she even questioning it? Did it even matter? He could miss whoever he wanted. As immeasurably as he wanted. Tiffany didn’t care. He could do whatever he wanted. It wasn’t like they were… together or anything. Not that it mattered. No. Exactly, it didn’t.

And yes, she was aware of the closing distance between them. But no, she wasn’t going to think about it. Though, he was making it pretty damn difficult. Just another thing he did to mess with her game. Maybe that’s why she was failing so miserably? How could you play a game if the opposition refused to play by the rules. All his fault. Every last ounce of it. All his. ”Matters of the heart?” What. Ezra Bellamy WHAT? ”Despite popular opinion… I do have one, you know.” A rather insistent one at that. One that kept panging an insisting on being heard. Yes she KNOWS you stupid heart. She KNOWS. Just because she was trying to ignore it didn’t mean she wasn’t well aware of what it wanted. Oh, she was more than just aware. She was standing in front of him, after all. Letting her eyes move over to the floor for a split second, she took a small breath before looking back up. It just wasn’t as easy for her. She did have to deal with matters of the heart, much more regularly then he may think. But, she couldn’t deal with them, which was the stem of this whole entire predicament. She wanted to admit to… Ahem. Certain matters of the heart BUT SHE COULDN’T. Didn’t he understand that??? She just couldn’t. It would be against every rule out there. Against her better judgement. Against everything.

Though the question, that got a nice little snort out of her. A little one, okay? ”Why, do you like it when I watch you?” Because that could be arranged. Though really she did watch him. All the time. Eye candy. But only when she thought he wasn’t looking. And then times like now, when she’d give him a nice long sweeping glance up and down. From the very collar of his shirt, to the cuffs of his pants, and then back all the way up to the frames of his glasses. Beautiful people should be appreciated, she knew better than anyone. She was one of them. And Ezra, he was a very special one of them. A new kind all together. Totally checking him out. So much for restraint.

And oh Merlin, he was close now. Very, VERY close. And she wasn’t sure if she could control anything right now. Not even her legs which were surely about to buckle down any minute now. So instead of whispering back like she would have done— in respect to the game ’n all— she chose to take as swift side step. And now that she could SORT OF breathe properly again, she began walking around him, until she could properly maneuver into his cubicle. Turning her head back, she gave him a quick smile before turning back and making her way to his desk. Where she soon made herself at home on. Mostly due to the fact that she really needed to sit. Her knees were going to give out, okay? And the closer Ezra got, the worse they seemed to tremble. So sitting. On his desk. Ahem. Hope you don’t mind, Ezra. Oops? She kicked one leg over the other, and rested her hands on her knee. ”So, tell me Ezra… What have you been doing to keep your mind off busy— and off me of course, since you’ve been missing me ever so immeasurably?” Okay. Back to square one then. She really couldn’t hold back anymore. It was back to the flirting game again, wasn’t it? Except only this time it wasn’t even a game. Behind all of the little witty remarks, there was a heart. She really did have one, alright. And it was doing strange things.
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