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Bazinga
Minerva looked at him, letting his words sink in. She frowned a bit, "I know me leaving over the summer wasn't easy, it wasn't for me either, but we can't change that. I made amends with Ariana faster, because well I wasn't dating her, I wasn't head over heals for her. I was for you and it just stung knowing you dated again, not only again, but with one of my best friends. I know she was yours first, but she is mine as well now." She looked away feeling a bit guilty, "Don't take the bitterness to personal I might have been showing that to everyone. I don't mind being single, don't get me wrong, but our group has been torn apart so bad I don't think it can come back together. Everyone seems to hate each other. Then you and Ariana find new people to date, both of which I can't stand and think you both can do better." yes she was throwing that in and didn't care.
"Then Taylor went away for awhile with her memory or whatever and I haven't seen her much. Damon is saying he is leaving the school and I don't see him often. Harvey is dating Ella, it's just been so much of a change this term. I'm meeting new people and I do like that fact, but it just seems like my radar for liking people is way off this term. I think I just need to give it up." Yes that was probably the best to do. Her crushes seemed to either like other people or just not be into her, it was time to just stop thinking about boys. "So yes I was bitter, but it wasn't as much because of you dating someone else, it was more that I wanted our group back and the fact that I just can't stand Elliot." She then gave a weak smile, "but if your happy then I'm happy for you, but trying to be nice to her, I just don't know if I can. I'm sorry Maxwell." she sighed, usually she would try but this girl was on a new level for Minerva.
Maxwell nodded. "I know, Min...I was angry and i blamed you but it wasn't your fault...." Then her next words hit him in the heart. 'Head over heals for him'...In his head he knew she was in love with him then, but his heart had forgotten how that felt...for someone to be truly in love with him...he was desperate for it....but he was with Elliot now, so he snapped out of it. "I guess i get that...and i regret the whole thing with Ariana...it was a mistake and i'm sorry..." He said still feeling bad. "I know there's no chance of us being what we were again...but we can try.." He said ignoring the statement about Elliot.
"Minnie...just because you said something wrong at a game doesn't mean you have to quit on being happy. You are one of the best, hard working, kindest people i know...if anyone deserves someone to make them happy it's you." He said with a small smile. She was his first love, some part of him would always feel that. "I am happy with her.." Kind of, he loved Elliot as hard as that might seem for others, he did. But he questioned her ability to love him back, or ever really be normal...the idea hurt him, some part of him felt like it couldn't last.