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Old 07-13-2012, 11:11 PM   #131 (permalink)
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Adam looked at Louisa who had managed through the course of their talking to press herself up against the cement wall. He figured she was looking for some kind of support because of what he could tell of her body language, Adam had a feeling that she wasn't really handling this whole thing well. Adam had to admit that kind of shocked him because clearly Louisa was handling the whole ordeal about as well as he had, except instead of anger she had more hurt and depression. What did he mean? Adam ran his hand through his hair again.

"I don't think I was as honest with our relationship before as I should have been," Adam said with a little shrug of the shoulders. "I think I've just always put the value of other people's happiness way ahead of my own because...I guess since I've never had it I've never really felt that I deserved it or needed it. But after this whole incident and having some time to myself I realize how stupid that is," Adam said, letting out a sigh. "I do deserve to be happy. So...I guess what I'm saying is...that I'm not going to put other people ahead of myself so much. I'm going to actually put myself first for a change, and that's different." Adam looked up at Louisa to see if she was understanding this any better or if he still wasn't making sense.

"I mean...do you want to be friends?"


Oh. He finally saw what she'd tried to tell him many times before, when he took all the blows from his family and parents specifically, when he put up with Joao for her when she insisted her replied back to him, and other dozen situations. All that made his anger issue build up inside until he finally could take no more. Louisa would've been happier about this announcement if he had asked her to look at him, or made any kind of gestures as if he wanted to look at her face...

Keeping her eyes fixated on the very same spot ever since he started talking, the Ravenclaw fought hard against her curiosity and didn't sneak a peek at him.

Does she want to be friends? WAS HE SERIOUS? Louisa let out a wet chuckle, sniffed and talked, "I do..." aaaand she started crying, moving closer toward him and not stopping before she was exactly in front of him asking him for a hug indirectly but her arms were still wrapped around her books. She wanted to rest her forehead on his shoulder but she wasn't that short anymore, so her forehead touched his cheeks sideways. And she let herself cry quietly with him, he needed to know that those were the bent up feelings he caused, and that he was that important to her.

"You... scared... me..." she managed to hiccup between sobs.
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