Text Cut: Pam
Quote:
Originally Posted by
keepmeclose22
"It's hard to let someone go after loving them for so long. I've tried. But I look at him, and I realize that I can't ever stop. It'll hurt less, and life will move on. He'll get married, have little firestarters of his own. But no matter what, I will always love and care for him. He'll always have a place in my heart, and no matter how many times I try, that's never going away." She was amazed at how easily this came out. She hadn't told anyone this. Why this came out now, she didn't know. But now that it was, she was glad. She felt like a weight was lifted off her shoulders.
Harvey nodded as she spoke "
Yeah I understand.. I had tried to let Mins go after the first time but we ended up back together.. and where did that get me.. right into another heartbreak. Man it hurt so much that time way more than the first time, but I just got through it. No-one knew just how much it hurt cause well we were all friends, I didnt have anyone to turn to at the time so just grinned and beared the pain of seeing them together. My two best friends.." he smiled a little "
Pam trust me when I say this... no matter what we always care for the ones that we have loved and lost because it was just that, we loved them so much that it hurt us so much when we lost them. We will continue loving them until the very end, no I may not love Mins the way I used to but she is still very special to me and she has a place in my heart as well .. as a friend" yeah everything was as a friend.. "
So trust me Pam over time these things get better.. A year ago I never thought I would be happy again.. I thought this is it now.. I am never going to smile or laugh again.. and look at me.. I am still smiling and laughing.. sure its not as much as I used to but better than nothing. " he smiled.. yeah he wasnt the same fun Harvey he had changed a bit.. he was glad she was telling him these things.. so he could be there for her.