Text Cut: Prefect Ginger :P
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"Let me ask you a question." He started off. Adam wasn't sure whether if Nessie was purposely making herself feel bad about who she was, or if she truly were insecure as she seemed out to be, because honestly, whenever they did speak about her image she always found some fault at herself. "Are you purposely making yourself feel bad or are you really that insecure about yourself? I know it's weird coming from your 'brother' but whenever we talk it seems to be that you always find some flaw, some fault with you, an although it's bad, it's also good. We all have our flaws, but that's what makes us human.You just pick at it too much." Then it really hit him when she called herself an ugly duckling. She should never considered herself that, he found it disgusting. "You're not ugly. You're...you're very beautiful. Whatever happened to my 'flawless ginger sister'?" He spoke roughly to her.
"I know I won't be here when it happens- but trust me you'll get some honor from the school.Captain of the Hufflepuff Quidditch Team or Prefect.An if not, I'll give you a badge for being such a great friend to me an several other people." He wasn't really sure what to say on the matter of subject. "Exactly! There are other people out there whom I think should've gotten this," Adam pointed at his badge, "but sometimes the greatest parts of life are the ones that are least expected.Like they say 'anything is possible'."
"Nooo...Nooo.I'm pretty sure we have feelings an emotions too. I umm...I never told anyone this but umm...when Kurumi told me she was dating Jonathan an that was that an there would be no more 'us' in the relationship area...I ummm...I cried." YEAH! How about that for feelings an emotions. Now he had to push away the image of that day or his eyes would begin to water.
He then slowly closed his eyes for a few seconds. "Not special enough? Don't do this to yourself. I already pointed out what makes you special, but I just don't know what to say anymore." Adam breathed out slowly. In reality, although he didn't try to show it, on the inside he was beginning to get irritated about how she looked at herself. "Maybe..maybe it's best you go talk to someone else about this.I don't really know what else I can say to make you realize you are special that you are worthy of having someone like you, more than a friend.
I'm only your 'brother' right? So what do I know about love? Because you know me, I've never experienced anything at all like that before." He said in a sarcastic tone.
He wasn't being serious was he? Nessie didn't think she was insecure, and she didn't get why anyone would want to make themselves feel bad. What she was doing, was just telling the truth, or at least she thought so. With a sort of shocked expression, she looked up at Adam. So now he was worried that she cared about her flaws? Honestly? Nessie personally thought it was a little weird. What difference did it make to him whether she cared about her flaws or not?
"I'm not trying to be insecure, nor am I trying to make myself feel bad and I'm also not trying to pick at my flaws...I'm just being honest that it." That trully was what she thought she was being. There went again lying, just so he could compliment her.
"Adam, I know I'm not beautiful you don't have to lie to make me feel good about myself." she looked at her feet as she spoke.
Naaaa, he was just saying this all to make her feel better. She knew she wouldn't get any of that, not even a badge for being a good friend. She didn't deserve it, she deserved none of it.
"I'm not going to get any of that, not even in my dreams." she said with a little nod.
"I suppose anything is, but the chances of me gettting any sort of badge is like one in a million." Which meant it was almost impossible.
Cried? Adam cried? Wow that was a shocker!
"I..I'm..sorry..I never knew." There were still so many things, that Nessie never knew about the whole Adam and Kurumi story, and she was really eager to know the whole story with full details, because she cared about both of them and they both seemed to have been effected by the whole thing hugely. All she could do was give him a hug. She wasn't good when it came to advice or anything like that, when she had to comfort people she usually just kinda hugged them and listened to what they had to say. "
Um..just so you know..there's nothing wrong with crying." but surely he knew that, seeingas he was the one that had told her that in the first place.
Meh, she could see she had started to bother him, she really didn't mean it.
"Don't say anything." she said a little irritated with herself. All they had spoken about the whole time was herself, it was quite selfish and Nessie felt bad. She wanted to talk about something besides herrself for a change, but before she could even change the topic, she saw Adam heading over to some students that seemed to be missbehaving.
"Prefect duties" she mumbled to herself and then giggled as she followed Adam. She didn't say anything, but it would be entertaining to watch Mr. Prefect Ginger doing he's job.