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Team ronmione · 11-02-2011, 08:15 AM

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Originally Posted by sweetorangepumpkin

"Angry doesn't even begin to describe what I am feeling Adam," she said, hugging herself tighter now. What she had yelled at him really wasn't that important. It wasn't like she was telling him some secret or anything. She had merely yelled at him out of frustration. "But if you must know...I called you an idiot." Because he was one.

She hugged herself even tighter now when he mentioned giving THEM time. She really wished that he would stop talking about them as an us, there was no us anymore when it came to her and Adam. There was he and she as friends, but not an us - not in the way that Adam thought there still could be.

"What I want you to do, Adam, is accept what we are," she said. "I am not the one who needs time. You are the one who keeps insisting. I don't pretend to know what is going on in your head, but your gesture of asking to be friends with Jonathan frightens me a little." Not something that she had voiced to the Slytherin because he had seemed to want to think the best of Adam. Something Kurumi was very VERY reserved about doing. "I really like him, a lot. He makes me feel the happiest I have ever felt and when I'm with him I don't feel so lost..." She knew that those word were going to sting, but Adam needed to hear it. Needed to hear that whatever fight he was putting up now was only hurting the friendship that they could be salvaging. Then again, sometimes feelings like these needed a clean break...and that thought scared her. "If you try to do anything, ANYTHING at all to make me feel lost again...I will never forgive you. Never."

He had to see them as two separate people.As Adam Burn.As Kurumi Hollinberry.Not as Adam an Kurumi Hollinberry,two very different people.

Jonathan had made Kurumi feel found-not lost.But,but Adam had done that for her a long time ago.Now he had to accept the fact that when he had mentioned earlier about wanting to replace himself with Jonathan,those words really wanted him to be replaced with Jonathan because that had been something he had provided for her,an now he could not give it to her.He really was being replaced.Now she put it out in the open,how Jonathan was now the one providing everything he used to give her,he could no longer be there for her because she had found someone new who treated her so much different than he currently has been.

Adam usually tried to find some words to fight back,to beg but hearing that she would never forgive him ever if he put one toe out of line just made his heart ache.It's not that he needed to watch over himself-which he did-but more of the mere fact was that in order to keep thing stable between them as friends he would have to find himself again an let them become friends when she would be ready.An when he would be ready.Not when she wanted them both to be ready when only he was going through those emotions.This time though,Adam had nothing to say he merely stood there looking at her,having those words sink deeply into his soul an skin an mind an heart.

She had forgiven him so many times before but this,this was completely an utterly downright serious.He had struck out so many times before,but now,if one wrong mistake he would get an out an would have to walk back to the dugout by himself,head hanging low.

He bit the lower portion of his lip,still looking at her.He had nothing more to say because she could not explain it any more clear than she had just done right now.

11-02-2011, 08:15 AM	#139 (permalink)
Team ronmione Moke Join Date: Jun 2010 Location: Skyloft Posts: 8,451 Hogwarts RPG Name: Maisie Raines Fifth Year x3	Mr. Unicorn: Kim's daughter: Jenn's sister : MILKSHAKES: Lita Daley: The Sun: Its so Fluffy! Quote: Originally Posted by sweetorangepumpkin "Angry doesn't even begin to describe what I am feeling Adam," she said, hugging herself tighter now. What she had yelled at him really wasn't that important. It wasn't like she was telling him some secret or anything. She had merely yelled at him out of frustration. "But if you must know...I called you an idiot." Because he was one. She hugged herself even tighter now when he mentioned giving THEM time. She really wished that he would stop talking about them as an us, there was no us anymore when it came to her and Adam. There was he and she as friends, but not an us - not in the way that Adam thought there still could be. "What I want you to do, Adam, is accept what we are," she said. "I am not the one who needs time. You are the one who keeps insisting. I don't pretend to know what is going on in your head, but your gesture of asking to be friends with Jonathan frightens me a little." Not something that she had voiced to the Slytherin because he had seemed to want to think the best of Adam. Something Kurumi was very VERY reserved about doing. "I really like him, a lot. He makes me feel the happiest I have ever felt and when I'm with him I don't feel so lost..." She knew that those word were going to sting, but Adam needed to hear it. Needed to hear that whatever fight he was putting up now was only hurting the friendship that they could be salvaging. Then again, sometimes feelings like these needed a clean break...and that thought scared her. "If you try to do anything, ANYTHING at all to make me feel lost again...I will never forgive you. Never." He had to see them as two separate people.As Adam Burn.As Kurumi Hollinberry.Not as Adam an Kurumi Hollinberry,two very different people. Jonathan had made Kurumi feel found-not lost.But,but Adam had done that for her a long time ago.Now he had to accept the fact that when he had mentioned earlier about wanting to replace himself with Jonathan,those words really wanted him to be replaced with Jonathan because that had been something he had provided for her,an now he could not give it to her.He really was being replaced.Now she put it out in the open,how Jonathan was now the one providing everything he used to give her,he could no longer be there for her because she had found someone new who treated her so much different than he currently has been. Adam usually tried to find some words to fight back,to beg but hearing that she would never forgive him ever if he put one toe out of line just made his heart ache.It's not that he needed to watch over himself-which he did-but more of the mere fact was that in order to keep thing stable between them as friends he would have to find himself again an let them become friends when she would be ready.An when he would be ready.Not when she wanted them both to be ready when only he was going through those emotions.This time though,Adam had nothing to say he merely stood there looking at her,having those words sink deeply into his soul an skin an mind an heart. She had forgiven him so many times before but this,this was completely an utterly downright serious.He had struck out so many times before,but now,if one wrong mistake he would get an out an would have to walk back to the dugout by himself,head hanging low. He bit the lower portion of his lip,still looking at her.He had nothing more to say because she could not explain it any more clear than she had just done right now. __________________