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Jonathan looked at Kurumi and studied her expression. Was she doubting or was there something bothering her with all of this? Did Jonathan put her into an awkward position? Because if there is, Jonathan can be sympathetic too. He doesn't want to rush things when she has some thinking to do.
He held her hand as well and frowned a bit. It's not that he's mad or something. It's Kurumi's decision too, isn't it. "Look" he breathe deeply "I'm not pressuring you with this" he started. Was this part of his speech? Not exactly. "you don't have to push yourself" he added and added a comforting smile.
Sigh. He understands what it is like to be put in a place where you can't decided yet.
Kurumi didn't like his frown. Nope, she didn't like it one bit. Everyone always looked better when they were smiling and sometimes when they had a neutral face, but never when they were frowning. She gave his hand a small squeeze and took a few more steps forward so that the gap was once again gone. If she didn't find her voice now, she feared that she might never.
"
I-I really like to Jonathan," she said with a small smile still on her face. "
I'm just...lost..." Confused and unsure were other words, but lost sounded the least harmful given the current situation.
"I'm also scared...scared that I might be misunderstanding myself...but also that if I hesitate I might...I might..." She bit her lower lip and looked away. "
...I might miss something wonderful..."