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He blinked a few times, trying to process names to faces. Orlando he somewhat knew, a Lion boy from some of the classes they shared. Nicolas he drew a blank on, until he somewhat remember a vague name from past conversations with his Gryffincess. He looped his arms around her midriff as his lips creased at the corner "It doesnt bother me unless there is a reason why I should...." he murmured back looking into her eyes. "I do want to be with you all the time, and I do, whenever I can. I know that when your free, or even when your not, you like to hang around other people and thats ok with me. I've come to terms that I gotta be ok when your with other people's company." It was a learning curve he was finally getting the hang of, not totally there yet, but theres been progress in that regard.
Oh dear Merlin. Did he jump to a conclusion? Yes it would seem so from that comment. "
And clearly you do not have anything to worry about seeing as Orlando has a girlfriend and Nic... well he's Nic," she said trying not to get angry with him. He didn't need her anger anymore.
Taking a deep breath she released it and leaned in closer so she could rest her head on his shoulder. "
...I haven't wanted to see you as much lately. What does that mean? Or... I haven't minded that I haven't seen you. I thought... I thought I was angry about you being such good friends with ... certain people. But I think... I have always thought there was someone better suited for you than me. And... if you saw that, which I do fear one day you will, you would hurt me and leave me. What if... what if we AREN'T the ones for eachother though? What if it is just us being selfish? Do we really have anything at all in common besides eachother?" she asked quietly and clung to him. She didn't want to let him go... even though she knew she would have to.