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She pouted. Dallin would never do faults. "But.. Dallin didn't! He cares so much for people and doesn't do bad things for their sake." Adam needed to see this. She so should get him to meet Dallin, maybe then he'd see how great her best friend was and stop saying that he did mistakes in his life and all. "He might be a bit.. not in the zone when I'm with him. Like I'd give him some hints about.." her liking him and all, "..stuff and he'd just assume that I was asking about direct things instead of the indirect ones, but he doesn't mean it. I'm sure that this isn't considered a fault, is it?" the furrowing eyebrows didn't cease.
She froze, though, when he spoke more. Was she really doing it? Beating herself up over a guy? Was she that pathetic? "Am I?" She whispered, surprised at the fact that hadn't occurred to her before. She kind of was now that she fit the pieces together. She buried her face in her hands while they rested at the table and stared down at it, "I should stop." Yep, stop talking about him. Stop seeing him maybe and most of all stop liking him like... an idol. She snapped her head up and looked at the boy sitting across from her, "But I can't just erase everything! He needs to know! It's only fair to let him know." She was rather freaking out at the idea of her leaving this feelings things at bay while she still had this lurching monster inside of her that needed to be out.. even for a moment.
Adam listened to Louisa as she fumbled around again, trying to get Adam to see Dallin in the same way she did. Adam was start of feeling bad for Dallin...he could only imagine how hard it would be to live up to Louisa's expectations of him. Although, who knows, maybe Dallin really is as great a person as Louisa says, but Adam was far too skeptical and too much of a pessimist to believe that someone that perfect actually existed.
"Okay," Adam said, deciding that maybe it was best to just let the matter go. After all Adam had said what he wanted to say, and Louisa was free to do with those words what she wanted to.
Adam's glance had gone down to the table, but when they came up instantly when Louisa asked if she really was beating herself up.
"From my perspective you definitely are," Adam said with a little frown. His brows furrowed slightly when Louisa said she couldn't erase everything.
"Well no one can erase everything...well, technically you could with a memory charm, but I don't think erasing it will help make the feeling in the pit of your stomach go away. You need to talk to him. And hey, if you need some moral support when you do it, I'd be more than happy to go with you...or at least be near by." Perhaps Adam was suggesting a plan that would only make things worse, but he didn't really see another way to solve the problem.