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Erindipity · 07-15-2011, 01:25 PM

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Originally Posted by Steelsheen

He didnt even notice that he had stopped breathing when Lexi spoke to him, realizing after the fact only when he started to feel lightheaded "Thanks!" he replied with a smile and a small shrug of his shoulder, feeling the elation starting to build up when she recognized what he was wearing. He paused and turned to face her when she started to apologize, his eyes dropping to the ground and watched the water lap against their feet "You were angry Lexi, I understood that..." he said shrugging both his shoulders this time, trying to convey that it wasnt an issue to him. Yes it stung but to him what hurt more was that she ended it point blank when he didnt want to. He didnt expect that it would be so final so quickly.

He finally raised his eyes up to her lovely visage"Of course I forgive you Lexi..." he whispered as he drew closer to her, taking her fingertips slowly and gradually laced his fingers with hers, then reaching out and doing the same with their other hands. "I know I said some things that was painful for you too but really that wasnt my intentions. I'm so sorry that I hurt you Luv, in the Library or at any time in the past and I too dense to even realize it."

Lexi felt her heart beating in her throat as she waited for Sal to speak. It was like waiting for a judge to give a sentence... she was scared the death penalty was coming. OH! He wasn't going to give her the worst. Thank Merlin. "It's no excuse really... I shouldn't have acted out like that, Salander. I- I- I was just so upset with you. I really thought that you were trying to let me down easily. You know, that you really didn't want to be with me anymore but you were afraid to say it," she said miserably.

Looking straight at him as he looked into her eyes she smiled a tiny smile and gladly wrapped her fingers around his. She began to shake her head as he spoke and then sighed slightly. "Yes, I have been hurt, but... really it's only because I have been too sensitive. The only thing that bothers me Sal... is that sometimes I feel like you can't appreciate who I am. I mean flaws and all. I feel like you have the need to change me so much that sometimes I lose myself. That's all... And I am sorry that I made you feel like I was bored with you. That was never the case. I just... needed something to occupy my mind all of the time and I sought to do so. It really never was a dig at you, babe. I love you. No one else but you," she said with as much feeling as she could muster.

07-15-2011, 01:25 PM	#123 (permalink)
Erindipity DMT Mountain Troll Join Date: Jul 2009 Posts: 23,587 x8	Quote: Originally Posted by Steelsheen He didnt even notice that he had stopped breathing when Lexi spoke to him, realizing after the fact only when he started to feel lightheaded "Thanks!" he replied with a smile and a small shrug of his shoulder, feeling the elation starting to build up when she recognized what he was wearing. He paused and turned to face her when she started to apologize, his eyes dropping to the ground and watched the water lap against their feet "You were angry Lexi, I understood that..." he said shrugging both his shoulders this time, trying to convey that it wasnt an issue to him. Yes it stung but to him what hurt more was that she ended it point blank when he didnt want to. He didnt expect that it would be so final so quickly. He finally raised his eyes up to her lovely visage"Of course I forgive you Lexi..." he whispered as he drew closer to her, taking her fingertips slowly and gradually laced his fingers with hers, then reaching out and doing the same with their other hands. "I know I said some things that was painful for you too but really that wasnt my intentions. I'm so sorry that I hurt you Luv, in the Library or at any time in the past and I too dense to even realize it." Lexi felt her heart beating in her throat as she waited for Sal to speak. It was like waiting for a judge to give a sentence... she was scared the death penalty was coming. OH! He wasn't going to give her the worst. Thank Merlin. "It's no excuse really... I shouldn't have acted out like that, Salander. I- I- I was just so upset with you. I really thought that you were trying to let me down easily. You know, that you really didn't want to be with me anymore but you were afraid to say it," she said miserably. Looking straight at him as he looked into her eyes she smiled a tiny smile and gladly wrapped her fingers around his. She began to shake her head as he spoke and then sighed slightly. "Yes, I have been hurt, but... really it's only because I have been too sensitive. The only thing that bothers me Sal... is that sometimes I feel like you can't appreciate who I am. I mean flaws and all. I feel like you have the need to change me so much that sometimes I lose myself. That's all... And I am sorry that I made you feel like I was bored with you. That was never the case. I just... needed something to occupy my mind all of the time and I sought to do so. It really never was a dig at you, babe. I love you. No one else but you," she said with as much feeling as she could muster.