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"I always act like nothing is wrong... this term has already busted that facade to bits. Everything is getting to me right now. And I am REALLY trying to be less... well you know how I have been," she said as she wiped her nose on her robe sleeve. "It's just become SO much to handle and keep some normalcy," she muttered.
"I really appreciate the sentiment and perhaps in time I will be able to open up to you," she said honestly. There were just so many secrets... not just hers, but so much that involved the whole GROUP.
The RoR was her special place with Sal. They could be alone there with no interruptions. They usually danced and played and whatnot. Heh. Shaking her head she said, "I just set stuff on fire wherever I am really... I have gotten good at putting the fires out. I set one last term with a... friend... down in the dungeons inside a cauldron. And one massive one out on the grounds." Talking about fire actually quelled the crying girl a bit.
Cassie nodded, yeah the level headed person she thought Lexi was, was blown clear out the window and replaced by well...earlier she found the girl to be a twitchy arrogant psycho but now that she saw there was a reason behind her actions, a different opinion was formed. She wasn't one hundred percent clear on it though, but obviously the girl wasn't pure evil like she thought."
The only thing I can tell you is to talk about it, whether to James, Salander or Ivan and vent your frustrations out, so that you don't end up blowing up at people, so they aren't mean to you and add to your stress level." "Hey no rush Lexi, I was just checking in on you. I don't need to know your business, I just don't like seeing people crying...anyone at all...I just..I don't know..." What she was, was a big fat softy but she would never tell anyone that.
Cassie kind of looked at her with a surprised expression on her face. Set fire any where? Yeah that ish was risky. Cassie knew that if she was to spontaneously light anything on fire, it would not end well at all."
That's crazy, I would end up setting the whole place on fire and getting so nervous I would forget the water spell."