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sweetpinkpixie
Kurumi didn’t let go of Salander’s arm, but she heard Adam faintly whisper her name so she turned her head to gaze at him with lavender eyes that held such a deep sorrow in them that perhaps a better color to describe them would be black.
Did he honestly think that she wasn’t worth it? That there was no point in having anything to do with her now?
She certainly didn’t feel that way, but if that was what he wanted, she wasn’t going to try and fight for him anymore. She had done that several months ago in an empty classroom where they had then shared their first kiss. It was now a kiss she almost wished had never happened.
Not worth it.
Adam should have never said he liked her if he really didn’t care. Never talked about feelings if they weren’t really there. Should have never touched her life is he meant to break her heart.
The high she had been on only a few minute ago from her conversation with Patroclus and Simon seemed like a distant memory now.
Slowly, she let go of Salander’s pinky finger and took a step closer to Adam, thrusting the fortune cookie she had made in his face.
“
Here…” she said not looking him in the eye. It was too hard to do so now. Not even checking to see if his hands were outstretched or not, Kurumi dropped the cookie. He had pretty quick reflexes, he should be able to catch it.
Inside was the message that she had spent so long thinking about.
Slowly he opened the note within the cookie.
A sense of dread and guilt washed over him like a clothes washer.All that he had ever done to her, all the feelings he had made her feel, all those moments, could all come back to punch in the face at this moment.
His eyes moved across the little slip of paper.
His heart ached. She'd never forget him!
Could he say the same?Right now things were extra shaky, he had no stable footing, but he had to do it for her, to show her.
Adam wasn't no romeo- yet he didn't treat her anything close to that.
"
Oh..."
Her message stung his heart, it actually felt heavy, his beats became slower as he realized how dumb he had been all these months.
Distance was not a reason to do whatever he had been doing to her tonight. That was just an excuse cause he was a whimp and not willing enough to try harder.