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Erindipity · 04-03-2011, 07:45 PM

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Originally Posted by Tazenhani

For the longest time, he wanted to tell her to just leave. To just leave him the hell alone. But through his tears he couldn't bring any words forward, couldn't even think properly enough to warrant a proper sentence.

Only when she slipped under his arm, when he could feel her eyes on his face, did some train of proper thought return to him. Bowing his head, he rested his forehead against hers, eyes pressed closed as the tears continued. His voice came as barely more than a whisper, one of fear and regret that tore him up. "Do I really...make you feel like you are...so...unimportant to me?"

Lexi closed her eyes as he rested his forehead on hers, his tears kind of splashing on her face mingled with the tears that began to fall from her own eyes. Crud.

"I don't know... maybe... Perhaps it's just me. Maybe I feel unimportant altogether and I project it? I just feel... like with her in your life there isn't going to be enough room for me. And that's fine, because I want you to be happy and she makes you so happy... I would... it would hurt like hell... but I... sometimes... I feel like that, yes," she muttered out. She knew it was convoluted and silly and just plain SOMETHING.

It was time to slay all the demons though. Time to get it all out. Purge and perhaps make everything better? Or it would end here and now and she would have to pick herself up off of the floor.

04-03-2011, 07:45 PM	#727 (permalink)
Erindipity Mountain Troll Join Date: Jul 2009 Posts: 23,592 x8	Quote: Originally Posted by Tazenhani For the longest time, he wanted to tell her to just leave. To just leave him the hell alone. But through his tears he couldn't bring any words forward, couldn't even think properly enough to warrant a proper sentence. Only when she slipped under his arm, when he could feel her eyes on his face, did some train of proper thought return to him. Bowing his head, he rested his forehead against hers, eyes pressed closed as the tears continued. His voice came as barely more than a whisper, one of fear and regret that tore him up. "Do I really...make you feel like you are...so...unimportant to me?" Lexi closed her eyes as he rested his forehead on hers, his tears kind of splashing on her face mingled with the tears that began to fall from her own eyes. Crud. "I don't know... maybe... Perhaps it's just me. Maybe I feel unimportant altogether and I project it? I just feel... like with her in your life there isn't going to be enough room for me. And that's fine, because I want you to be happy and she makes you so happy... I would... it would hurt like hell... but I... sometimes... I feel like that, yes," she muttered out. She knew it was convoluted and silly and just plain SOMETHING. It was time to slay all the demons though. Time to get it all out. Purge and perhaps make everything better? Or it would end here and now and she would have to pick herself up off of the floor.