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sweetpinkpixie 
Kurumi looked at Adam. "Yes, my first friend and if you think I can go the rest of my life without even a single letter, then you are the one who is absurd." She turned to face him. "I wan't going to say anything, not until the end of school. I just wanted to go on like nothing was wrong, just pretend that things were normal and nothing changed, but, I can't do that. Not with everything else that is going on."
She swallowed and tried to gather her thoughts together. She was still keeping the promise to herself not to cry, but she wasn't sure how much longer that was going to last.
"I don't know what you and Selina discussed in terms of me, and frankly, I don't care. She has known me for maybe a month and doesn't know me. You do," she said keeping her voice as steady as she could. "If she told you to cut me out of your life completly, then she is absurd as well. Cutting people out doesn't make things better, it makes it worse Adam. Trust me, I know. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about Hitomi. I still write her, you know. I never get a response, but I do. If you can honestly say you want me gone, even as a friend, then so be it and be done with it now. Don't make this like pulling off a band aid slowly. Do it quickly. Will I ever be able to let you go, no. Not even if you cut me out. Will I move on, yes. Will I forget and let you, certainly not."
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Exactly what you said is what we talked about."He said at long last.
Adam was never ready to let go of her, his soul mate, and personally he didn't want to say anything to Selina, she was only 11 and thought she knew her friends like a snap.
And yet- the one person who had made her life a living hell, Kurumi still had the courage to write to Hitomi- her mean best ex friend.If Adam were to cut her out, well that made him feel like the male version of Hitomi, not really caring for her thoughts and feelings.
To be honest he had been quite wary about breaking up with her. The thought was an odd one, something he would never be able to live with.But to make it easier maybe he should just do it...When he felt right of course, but that decision would never feel right, no matter how he, they handled it.
At the end of the school year, I was thinking of breaking up with you...Due to circumstances."He said in a whisper so that no one could budge in.