"You are such a lying little prat, Sabel Dakest! If you said everything you wanted to say then you wouldn't be clenching your jaw to keep from mouthing off. YOu have NEVER been STRAIGHT with me. Not one hundred percent. Not from where I am standing. But, that's right the self righteous, all knowing, all perfect Sabel is infallible, is that it? Yeah I thought it was something along those lines. Merlin forbid that you actually had to admit that you feel something... Merlin forbid you had to admit you were wrong about me, MERLIN FORBID you have to be a supportive friend and NOT tear me apart," she said, her volume growing a little each word.
Hearing him but choosing not to speak any further she took a page from his book and clenched her jaw tightly. Then Gevrik... Ugh. "Sabel... you are being SO dramatic about this. I did not saying he had my 'undying trust' stop being such a drama queen, please. And like I said, perhaps you should visit him yourself. You will find that he is very open to speaking to you about anything you wish to discuss. And now... even though you will surely say I am being unreasonable... I am going to go. I am really and truly over you... over this... I don't need anyone in my life that makes me feel as terrible as you do, Sabel. YOu make me really, and truly feel like I am not good enough. I get enough of that from my family... I don't need it from you or anyone else for that matter. Go climb a tree or something and I will go find Ivan and we will forget that the other even exists. Sound good to you? It sounds great to me." She was serious... it shocked her, but she was serious. She could let him go like that. No more Sabel. He wouldn't exist to her anymore.
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