"I know" I said composing myself "Trewlaney just wants some attention, probably still angry at me for calling her a fraud!" We headed up the stairs, I turned to see that Kira and Stevie had walked into the Grand Enterance hall together. "Hurry up you two!" I called to them "Don't make me curse you, Stevie" I laughed.

I just stared at him, not knowing whether or not to be afraid. I put my bag over my shoulder and hurried to class, sitting in the front not in my usual spot between Will and Kira. I anxiously looked around for the proffesor, just then Proffesor Mcgonagle walked in. "I'm afraid there has been a change opf plans, Please go back to your common rooms the proffesor is not at this time available to teach Charms" she said and walked out of the classroom.

"Wonder what happened" I said picking up my bag as we headed outside with the other Gryffindor's in our year.
"Guess Trewlaney saw the wrong death" Harriet shouted over the people, everyone begun laughing.
"That was lucky" Sean Figg said to me "I didn't do my charms homework."
"Me niether!" Kira smiled suddenly.
"You never do your charms homework" I rolled my eyes to her as we got to the portrait of the Fat Lady. I turned and saw Stevie had seperated herself, and was staring at me. "I'll be in in a sec" I told them walking over to Stevie.
"Hey" Stevie smiled nervously.
"Stop being stupid," I told her "Trewlaney said you were going to die in our third year and you didn't, she said I was never going to pass my third year and I did-"
"-But remember in our first year, when I fell off my hoarse, Trewlaney told you that was going to happen!"
"It wasn't Trewlaney, Kira and my wand's begun to sparkle. Look, your one of my best friends. I would never, ever try to kill you!" I said taking her hand. "I'm not my father you know".

I looked down at his hands, tears started to fill my eyes. "Will" I said starting to cry. "What happened between us? I miss you so much. Even just seeing you everyday makes my heart break. You are the only one who actually can make me feel better. You have something inside of you that amazes me even to this day." I spoke as tears flooded my cheeks. "Will I dont want to lose you" I said pulling him in a hug.

"I wonder what they are talking about!" I asked Kira when we sat down infront of the warm fire in the common room. I looked over to the portrait hole but it closed and Stevie and Will were still outside. I looked back over to Kira who shrugged over my question

"Maybe I should do my Charms homework," I thought aloud for a second, "Nah." I laughed with B.
I looked down at my feet for a second, "B..?" she looked over at me. "Do you think what Trewlaney said was, well, true? I mean sometimes she does have... real visions, doesn't she?" I looked up at B and bit my lip.

My eyes went wide as I listened to what Stevie said. Maybe it was just my imagination but it sounded like she wanted to go back out with me.
"Stevie?" I said as she released me and wiped her eyes. "What was that suppose to mean?"
"I don't ever want to let go" She said, squeezing my hand tighter.
"oh" My heart was pounding rather fast. I hadn't thought of Stevie like this since we broke up in our second year, after she walked in on me and Kira kissing. Stevie was like my sister, but she was pretty and I had noticed that. I let go of her hand. "I'm not sure what I want"

B hadn't really answered me she just sort of shrugged. I look around and tapped my foot, "Did Will talk her in to goinng to the library?" I asked half laughing wondering what was taking Stevie and Will so long. I got up and headed to the Portrait Hole and pressed my ear against it seeing if I could hear anything.

I sneeked next to Kira and asked her "Can you hear anything?" I pressed my ear to the door too but I didn't hear anything. I thought that maybe they had finished their conversation by then or they weren't even there so I stepped away from the door and sat back to the seat. Kira was still at the door "So? Can you her anything?"

"Stevie" I said to her in a sad voice "There is no need to cry" I put my hand on her cheek and wiped the tear from her eye. I pulled her in as I gave her a comforting hug. 'Why are you doing this to me?' I thought. I pulled a part and dropped a little so we where eye to eye. "What do you want?"

"I dont know" I said sniffing. "I'm alone Will, with nothing, I just cant do this." I said looking him into the eyes. "Will. I dont think that I can live with these people, I feel like I've been seperated from the groupo, I mean You and Kira..well. and B she just fits in with everyone. I really really love you Will, but I just dont know.."I said looking down at the floor.

I had just heard all of what Will and Stevie just said, and I didn't want to hear anymore.
"Well?" B urged but all I could do was stare at her. I ran up to the Girls Dormitory. "Kira?" B called.
I closed the door to the Girls Dormitory and jumped onto my bed.

I stepped back slightly and stared at her, my mouth dropped open.
"What?" She said quickly.
"You j-just said...you just said that you loved me..." He gasped out, feeling very odd at being told that. "D-Did you mean platonically?"

"Huh? What's Platonically mean?" I asked. Will sighed, "Never mind" He said and walked off into the common room. I sat there staring at the portrait hole, knowing someone must have heard our conversation I decided i was going to go to the library.

I was still sitting infront of the fire when Will came in. He looked a bit worried. "Hey Will!" I called him over. He stopped and looked over to me. "Whats wrong?" I asked puzzled and got up from my seat "What happened?"

(Hem-hem! Where is everybody?))

I cant reply till Will does~! :online2long: OOC

((Oh yeah... Well then: Will? Where are you?))

ooc: Sorry, I have been really busy with school!

I looked over at B, she was my best friend, I guess I could tell her. So I did, I told her that Stevie liked me, most probably loved me.
"love?" B said, raising her eyebrows.
"Love" I sighed lowering in my chair. "I don't want to hurt her, I love her too in a platonical-" I noticed B's confused face "er...friendship kind of way!"
I put my hands over my face in frustration. I had a date with Charlotte tomorrow at Hogsmeade and now not only did I have feelings for Kira, I wasn't sure if I had feelings for Stevie or not.
"grrrr" I snapped in anger "Why are girls so hard to uderstand!"

"I hope I'm not that hard to understand! I mean you seem to understand me pretty well!" I said smiling and placed my hand over his shoulders. "I'm sure you will figure things out. You know you can always ask me for help!" I said looking at him. I hated when he was sad or confused. Or even mad. I felt as if his feelings affected me too. "I can talk to Charlotte if you want! Or Stevie... Or Kira... Do you have more of them?" I asked joking and trying to make him feel better

I laughed as Kneavel, my cat, jumped on my lap, purring loudly.
"It's okay" I shrugged "Stevie needs time. She needs to relise if what she's feeling really is what she thinks or somthing else. And I need time to see if what I am feeling is platonic or not"
"Platonic?" B asked. I laughed,
"It's not fair, B. I wish I was ugly like Harriet, that would solve all my problems" We both laughed.

I paused getting to the door of the library and looked in, no one i knew was in their anyway. I grimaced and started to walk back to the dorms. I didnt want to but i needed to figure out what i wanted. I raced past Wil and B and went to the dorms to get my journal.

I heard someone open the door to the dorm, I quickly hid under the covers and turned to face the window in case it was Stevie. I guess I had made too much noise because the next minute I heard Stevie, "Kira?" she asked.
I would have replied with a fake snore or something but instead my eyes focused outside on the lake. Standing there was a boy, who was taking off his shoes and robes. I got out from the covers and rubbed my eyes then took another look. As I looked again he had just jumped into the water, "Bloody hell- what in the world?" I got up and ran down to the Common Room.
"Kira?" I heard Stevie ask again a bit more confused this time. I found B and Will in the Common Room laughing about something, "There's a BOY!" I interrupted them. "The-there's a boy and he-he just took off his pants! Not like that-" I said catching a look from Will.
"He jumped in the water! Look!" I pointed to the window but he was gone, still in the water.

"What?" I said rushing to the window. Winter was over but it was still cold outside. "It's freezing!" I gasped, catching Stevie's eye.
"Who is that?" B asked. I turned around and ran back up to my dormertry. Quickly I opened my trunk and felt to the bottom, where I pulled out a pair of bonocular looking things. Then I hurried back down and gave them to her.
"What are these?" She asked looking at it confused.
"My mum got them when she went to the quidditch world cup" I said "Who is it?" I asked as she looked down to the lake.

I loked at the boy "Its that Grabbe boy!" I said and looked again. But what is he doing there? Did they get any new clues?" I asked looking at Kira, Stevie and Will confused