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Chapter 1:I'm Mute Not Deaf

They act as if I can't hear their whispers as I pass in the hallway. But what they might not understand is, I'm not Deaf. I'm Mute. I can hear every whisper like every droplet of rain hitting the window. Drip.Drip.Drip. And I can hear their whispers. Whisper.Whisper.Whisper.
So I'm guessing you want to learn a little bit about myself? Yeah thought so. My name is Jessica Kinns. I go to Hogwarts school of Witch Craft and Wizardry. I am a 6th year, in the house of Gryffindor.
So this is my story, a girl with so many opinions, but just can't get them out, all due to a disability I have. It all started at the beginning of this year, first day actually. I can remember it like yesterday...
I had gotten off the train, thankfully not running into anyone. I walked into a solitary carriage. When who had joined me but none other then the famous Draco Malfoy. Quidditch Star. He didn't realize I was in there until Pansy Parkinson decided to be obnoxious. "Hey Draco,why don't you come in a carriage with people who you can actually speak with." Then he turned and noticed me. He got up,and nodded at Parkinson. He turned too me,"Can't speak?" he asked me, I nodded my head yes. I couldn't speak. I gave him a look, gotta problem with that? I mouthed the words,"Does it matter?" I asked clearly. He sneered,"Sort of." and walked out of the carriage. So this is what I deal with. My entire life. Jerks who are insensitive. But I'm strong and don't let anyone see me cry. When he exited, a solitary tear rolled down my cheek. I was hoping for something better this year,no trouble. But boy was I kidding myself.

This is really interesting!

Looking forward to more.

I really liked this. It is so diffeent than other fanfics I have read.
I don't mean to be rude but are you mute and hurt like this girl so you decided to right a fic to show your feelings or was it just an idea? Hop you don't mind my asking!!
I love introducing new charries! There seems to be something with Draco here too. i love Romance!!!!!!!!

Katie
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Thank you!

-no i am not mute,but i have a cousin who can't speak so he sort of inspired me--

ooc: than kyou for the suggestion ambiguously me

Chapter 2: The Feast

I walked into the Great Hall,hearing the chatter of students. It was a new year,and all were excited. I sat in my usual spot,at the end of the table.Solitary and alone. Students all started too file into their seats. The Slytheirins looking as full of themselves as ever. I sneered,there was nothing too like of a Slytheirin,but there are tons of them.

I watched as Dumbledore opened up with his speech. All to do with a new beginning,new friends,and of course the whole unity crap. As if that will ever happen. A loud creak of the door only could mean that the firsties were here.

I turned my head in attention of them. Seeing all their scared faces,brought me back too the first day I came here. The pushing too be the first in line,not realizing until halfway through the sorting that it was in alphabetical order. making small acquaintances with people,whom you could possibly hate in the near future. I frowned at the thought,I had made no acquaintances.


Tall by short,big by little,the tables began too fill with new students. All eager too start eating, and making friends oblivious too the idea that classes would be the next day. A little boy came and sat in front of me,he gave me a grin with many of missing teeth. I smiled. He stuck his hand out ,and I shook it. "The names Avaric Matthews."I sighed,he probably expected my name. I mouthed the words,"Jessica."I sighed,knowing i would be stuck with an interview from the boy,that i could not possibly suceed too complete. Oh joy.


I saw The "It" group in Slytheirin all goofing around. I glared at the Malfoy boy. Only i didn't know of what was too become of my living situation. And I thought maybe just maybe this year,although already having its faults could be a good year. Yeah i doubt it.

New reader...
I really like this story so far
Its really interesting, and makes me want to read what's next
Your a great writer
Evangeline

I liked this alot. You are very talented. I wonder if Avaric will become her friend??
hmmmm

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Chapter 3: This Living Arrangement...Sucks.

The Head boy and girl stopped all the prefects in the hallway. They told us of our living arrangements. All prefects would be living in The Room of Requirement. It would have one giant common room,that would lead off to smaller ones,with stairs up too 3 rooms, a bathroom,and two bedrooms. We would each be sharign with someone else from our house.


Guess who I was stuck with?Malfoy. I glared at him, as they said,"Kinns and Malfoy."they told us our specific password. I nodded,and headed off toward the common room,passing fellow Gryffindors along the way. When I walked in,I noticed,the place was amazing. It looked just like the Gryffindor Common Room. They had gone with red for the Giant Common Room,Blue and Yellow for the hallways,and Green for the small common rooms. Malfoy trailed behind me.


I sighed in annoyance,as he stomped hsi feet as if he were some big shot. I turned the door knob,and walked in. I glanced around the room,Green ,ew,but not to shabby. I went up the steps,ignoring a hesitant good night from Malfoy. I dropped my bags on my bed,my room,was red. It had a queen sized bed,and was super comfy. I jumped up and down like a little kid on Christmas.

I eventually realized that after a logn day liek today i could use a shower or a bath. I grabbed a towel that always stayed dry,and headed into the bathroom. The bathroom looked the a fun house,it had all the houses colors. I grinned,and settled down into a bubbling bath. I let all sounds drown out and just relaxed. When I stepped out of the bath my towel around me,I opened the door,and Malfoy was standing right there,about to open the door.

I blushed a deep red,as i saw him stutter,"Ah I-I gotta use the bathroom."he finished also blushing,careful not to let his eyes go anywhere but straight at the door. I nodded and walked past him,and into my room,a small smirk plastered across my face.

These arrangements suck.But i could live with it.

Ohh great chapter! Hmmm i wanna know who the other person is!
Cant wait for more
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Chapter 4: Private Lessons

I woke up the next morning. My mood no better then yesterday. I got into the stupid uniform. And made my way down to the Great Hall. I sat down and started to cut up some waffles. Mmm. Nothing could beat the deliciousness of waffles in the morning. i doused them in syrup. i groaned as i saw someone prance ehr way into the Great Hall,a Versachi bag hanging off her shoulder. Pansy Parkinson,and her followers,the GreenGrasses. She saw my face and walked up too me and sat down. She smirked,"You know I wonder what you sound like,probably a man."she sai laughing,the others followign in cue.

I rolled my eyes,okay sure i would. I didn't respond,I just grabbed my books,and pushed past Draco,as he entered the Great Hall. A confused expression on his face. I went to an empty classroom,and found McGonnagel standing there. "Today we will be working on turning a chair into a small cubr,ferevarto."she said. I grabbed my wand,and swished it. Thinking in my head ferevarto. Not even a spark came out.

This continued for quite a while until the chair's leg became a paw.She sighed,"Practice Miss kinns,i will push you no less then the others."I walked out fuming with anger. Couldn't she see I did try?Soorrryyy i couldn't speak,Jeez.

So now you know about my school life,I have priivate lessons,only because i need to learn all spells non verbally. I noticed Draco outside the classroom,he handed me a paper. Prefects Meeting. It read, Common Room. i headed off,snatchign the paper from him angrily. He only laughed,and followed in pursuit behind me.

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Ohh nice post...Aww i feel sorry for her.
I wanna here more Please

Chapter 5:Tonight was...Fun.

I walked to the common room,Draco accidently stepping on the back of my heels about 1 too 1 hundred times. I swear I wanted to slap him. When we got there,everyone else was already there,and there was only one couch left,fit to fit two people. I sat down,practically on top of Draco we were so squished. He didn't look so comfortable either.

"Okay so You all will be patrolling with whom you are living with."I looked at Draco and sighed,Fantastic. The meeting ended,well wasn't that important,I thought,annoyed to say the least.

-Patrolling-

I walked next to draco,in a comfortable silence,until he decided to break it. He looked at me,with a sort of sad expression,that I couldn't read all too well,"I wanted to apologize.."he trailed off,and I looked at him expectantly. "For what I said to you in the carraige, it wasn't exactly kind.."he said.

I pulled out a notebook,and began to write as I walked. And I'm supposed to believe this apology is sincere?I wrote down in my perfect script. He looked at me sort of sad,again,so predictable,"I suppose i deserve that."he said it barley audible,"what i mean to say,is that it's not your fault your mute,and it was incredibly insensitive of me to say it mattered."he finished.

I gave him a small sort of small,and wrote again, Apology accepted. This time he really smiled,and I got a funny feeling in me,but ignored it. We talked,or rather he talked and i wrote about all things ranging from our favorite colors,to quidditch, to the living situation. And I couldn't help but to admit,Draco Malfoy the boy I've been known to hate with all my heart,is incredibly sweet and charming.

When patrol was ending and we headed back to the common room,he looked at me. "Tonight was...fun."he decided on the right word. I grinned and wrote back,Yup,it's getting late.He laughed and nodded,it was time we both headed in for the night. Then he did something totally unexpected. He kissed me,not on the mouth,or the cheek,but on my forehead. And i couldn't hide my blush,he after he noticed it had a triumphant grin on.

He whispered too me,"good night."and I walked away completly forgetting my notebook. When i closed my bedroom door,I slid down the door,and onto my butt,my knees scrunched up too my face. i bit my lip,what just happened?

DRACO"S POV

I noticed she left her notebook,and found the page she had written on. I noticed the way her E's and L's looked exactly alike. And how when she dotted her I's the dot was barley noticible. I silently ripped the page out of the notebook,and folded it up,and put it in my pocket. When i got to my room,I placed the paper in my bedside draw. And I didn't know,that i would carry around that page for a long long time.

JESS"S POV

When I got in my bed,I had a wonderful night sleep. The spot on my forehead still tingling as i dreamt.


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Awww a sweet chapter
Ohh he kissed her! Ahhhh
More please!!!

Chapter 6: Lunch happens.

I walked into the Great Hall,after having one successful private lesson,her day was good so far. She reminisced about what occurred yesterday,and bit her lip. She began to eat,when she saw Draco come in. Draco was not alone. He had his arm around Pansy Parkinson. She gave me a triumphant grin. I held back all i could.

I got up,makign sure not to let tears flow,not being very successful. I pushed my way in between them. Making it all too obvious I had left. I let the tears flow now. What a little jerk,thinking he cared. And then even kissing me on the forehead. No he wasn't insinuatign anything at all,she thought bitterly. She made her way too the common room. She wasn't going to deal with Draco Malfoy,a liar. She really cried now,though no noise came out,for once again she was mute.

She grabbed her notebook,in which she had her first memory with draco Malfoy,at least a good one,and chucked it across the room,breaking a picture frame. She didn't care. Draco Malfoy had made a fool out of her.

DRACO"S POV

Draco had hsi arm around Pansy,gah,he hated the feeling. He hated this forced relationship he was in,that Pansy believed real,but no,it was only too please father. He began talking too his friends. He saw Pansy turn,he wasn't sure at what,but gave her a fake smile.

Draco suddenly felt something push past him. "What was that?"he said to Pansy. She snickered,"It was the stupid mute girl,she was crying."she siad laughing,and the friends began laughing as well. He looked shocked,"Crying?"he asked. Then pansy stamped her little prada shoes and said,"yes crying,I just said that."she said.

Draco let go of her,and kissed her reluctantly,and he hated it. He spoke up,"I gotta go,get something from the common room."he said as a cover up,and without waiting for an answer he ran off. He got into the common room,and went up her side of the steps. He breathed in. He knocked on the door,"Jeeesss,let me in."he said hesitantly. All he got back was a big slam into a door,that clearly stated NO. He heard Jess crying. "I'll break down your door."he said. He got a slam again. That practically said,I DON'T CARE! He pulled out his wand and said,"alohamora."and the door unlocked. He saw Jess,her eyes blotchy. He quietly closed the door.

JESS"S POV

I saw him,in my room. And I didn't care if he saw me crying,he began my human punching bag,and I began punching him and hitting him between tears. He didn't flinch,but just let me keep going,looking down at me. I began too become tired,and eventually stopped. He looked at me,"I know what your thinking,it's about Pansy right?"he said. I refused too respond. "You gotta tell me."he said picking up the notebook,and the pieces of glass. Saving the picture but throwing out the frame.

I took my pen,and wrote. Maybe. i threw it at him,and he caught it. He read it,and said,"i'll take that as a yes,you know me and Pansy aren't dating...it's fake."he commented throwing it back at me. I caught it, Oh really?Then why do you even fake it? I wrote angrily throwing it back,but he caught. DAMN YOU SEEKER. I thought. He read it,"Father's orders."he said before throwing it back again. It was liek we were playing,catch me indian style on my bed,him standing by the door,throwing a notebook back and forth. I wiped my eyes, Why'd you do it in front of me?Why? Why last night did you kiss me? i said being straight forward.

DRACO"S pov

She threw the notebook again at me,and I read it. "I don't know the answer to the first one,maybe i was being stupid,i didn't realize you were there."he said. She got up and put a hand on ehr hip,no more angry then upset. "And to the second part.."i was taking my chances,I walked up too her. Put one hand on her waist,the other on her neck. I could have broken her neck,but instead,I kissed her. Not on the cheek,or the forehead,but on the mouth. I hoped this explained it.

JESS"S POV

i was shocked too say the least,but I kissed him back,wasn't I supposed to be mad. Yeah I couldn't be,when he pulled apart.He looked down at me.Damn,he as tall. I bit my lip. He then smiled down at me,"I like you...a lot."he said,and then he kissed me again. Stupid boy,I thought,but I couldn't help but to love every minute we just had.

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Awwww what a cute chapter!
Ohhh Draco, you meany! But at least you made up with her
I like it!
PAMS!

Hello Chelsea, Sense you put it that way. I can't pass up a chance to make someone smile. What a spoiled brat!
It's sad he can't choose for himself. I hope he can make his father know he wants to live his own life. I loved this line. So cute draco knowing the wrath of a hurt female, and still willing to take a chance.
Great post Chelsea, I'll be watching for your next post.

I haven't read this in ages, I'm so sorry!!!!

I loved these posts!!!Pansy is horrid, Draco (an ignorant boy in the books whom I usually hate) is lovely in your FF. That kissing scene was immence!!!!!!!!!!

Chelsea, still loving it!!!!!!!

Chapter 7:Evil...I like it

JESS'S POV

Our relationship was a secret. We would meet secretly at our tree,in which he so cheesily carved our names into. He still had too walk around with Pansy,but he refused to kiss her. but, of course her being the moronic idiot she is,didn't seem to notice.Was it such a shock too say I was happy?Yes,it definitely was. It was just very unnatural for a girl like me,too be smiling wherever she went. He noticed a change in me too. He was proud he was the reason I was so happy,but sadly things like that can change in a heartbeat.

I was walking down,to what we named 'Our Tree',my bag hitting my leg every step I took. That was when I noticed something different about Our Tree. It wasn't correct someone else had been there. I walked up to it,examining it carefully. I found where are name was carved,and saw that someone drew a jagged X on it. I put my hand too my mouth,in shock at what I next saw. Above it in this perfect script handwriting wrote:
Not for long.I will laugh as I see you in pain. You will never be with Draco Malfoy. You will die.

I re-read it scared out of my wits. Our Tree was very close to the Forbidden Forrest. Could it have been someone in there?Was it Pansy?All I knew was that someone was out to get me,and it was all because I was Draco's girlfriend. At least the secret one. I ran away from the god forsaken place. It scared me now. Word was out by now,that we were dating,I knew that for sure.

I found Draco in a hallway,and ran and hugged him. Letting my uncontrollable tears flow. I couldn't say a word. But he seemed alarmed. He started asking questions,he knew I couldn't answer right now.

DRACO'S POV

I found a spot in the corridor against the wall,and let her continue to cry into me. Whatever happened this time,completely set her off. I ran my fingers through her hair,as a sort of comforting gesture. I knew she was getting better,once I noticed the sobs slowing. There were by now,many staring in the audience,because apparently we were a TV show. "Oi! Get moving!"he hissed at them. Most leaving,others pretending they were looking for something,or needed to walk that way.

He sighed,and wiped her tears. "What happened?"he asked gently. She held her tears in as she wrote in her notebook. Someone is out to get me. He was utterly confused by now,and was getting angry,he would rip their faces off. "Why?"he asked as if he had no clue,which he didn't. Because we're dating.She wrote,and hesitantly gave it too him. When he saw it,his eyes widened,and as she looked at him,he grew sad. He kissed her the audience letting out 'Ooooos' and 'Ahhhs'. There were many angry faces around him.

"No one, and I mean no one can lay a hand on you,as long as I am around."he said,hugging her tightly.

JESS'S POV

I hugged him back,a few tears still rolling down my cheeks. She would have to be brave and stick it out. She wouldn't drop Draco,just because she could possibly die. No,she wouldn't do that. She would fight it with him at her side. She just hoped that Draco would stick it out as well.

She finally got up,Draco grabbed her hand. He squeezed it reassuringly,and every time he did,she was just happy to know he was still there. Together,they walked into the great hall,death glares surrounding them. They were schools most hated couple. She stole a look at Pansy,and she looked ready too explode. She couldn't help but smirk at Pansy's anger. She heard Draco laughing. She sat down,and grabbed her notebook again. Whats so funny?i just made myself look like a total wimp out there crying,so how can this situation be funny?!?She said almost laughing,because his laugh could just make her laugh.

"Your smirk at Pansy.."he trailed off,"feeding off of people's anger and misery,aren't you the kindest?"he said his smile growing. She sighed,and whacked him on the side of his head. But still she smirked. She only wrote, I have a right too. She grinned at him,as he took the book. He looked at her,"Evil....I like it."he commented.


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Hello Chelsea, nice to see you posting often with your story. But sweet of him. I love happiness! Everyone needs to have happiness. It's sad Jess has been deprived of it. How cute is that!? I hope she tells Dumbledore. Young people never think of going to the ones who can help for some reason. That didn't sound like an idle threat. She needs to watch out, and have people watching out for her. Maybe Hagrid will see the tree and tell Dumbledore. Evil is never good in my opinion. But, I know it is a common thing for young people to say.

Chelsea you're doing a great job! And you have a great story. I have something else to say, but I have to look it up first. I will add it later as an edit.

Edit: "I TRIED TOO KEEP MY GRAMMATICAL ERRORS DOWN. REVEIW! AGAIN, THEY MAKE ME SMILE!"

You can get a Beta to help you with this. At the top of every page where you find the blue tool bar, (User CP,... Log Out) there is a pull down option that says 'SEARCH' Pull it down and type in, Snitchseeker Beta Readers thread, Here you will find rules to be a Beta, and then a list of volunteers who will be happy to be your Beta. They will help you correct your mistakes and you will be much happier with your story, knowing your mistakes have been corrected before your readers see them. I think they are all wonderful people and very helpful. Nothing to be ashamed of, as a matter of fact it is recommended that everyone has one who posts a FF. I have one and I wish I'd have found her at the beginning instead of 1/2 way through. Hope this helps you.

Ohhh i really like that chapter! It was really enterataining to read.
Ohh who's this out to get Jess??
I wanna know!
Aww, everyone knows about Draco&Jess...Really sweet!
PAMS!

sorry i havent commented in a while.
The chapters just keep getting better and better keep them coming !!!
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OMG!!! this is the best fanfic ive ever read(not counting the ones im thinking up...) i luv it!! btw new reader!!

**jumping to Christmas**

Chapter 8:Speechless


JESS'S POV

It had been weeks since the threat. Everything seemed too be going back to normal,but I still kept my guard up. So the most cliche thing is happening at Hogwarts. There is going too be a ball. Only it has a cool spin on it. It is going to be based on Muggle Fairytales. Of course Pansy would be going as Jasmine,just so she can wear a two piece dress,which to me isn't very attractive. But she could probably pull it off.

I feel weird,because I'm going as Cinderella. No one else dared go near Cinderella,seeing as if you mess up. You will be laughed at. She is a tricky character,but I think I know what dress I'm going to wear. It is white,and strapless. It poofs out at the waist,just like a regular princess dress. And boy do I feel like a princess in it. Draco refuses to show me his outfit. It is what he calls, "Totally barbaric!"he thinks Prince Charming is conceited,I tell him to look in the mirror when he says that.

I'm very nervous for this ball,because I know Pansy will start something,as per usual. The little brat will probably have a Versachi dress on,little prada shoes. Some Vera Wang jewelry,and all the biggest designers. Yes,she will look like plastic little barbie dolls,you can just tell.

Well anyway,I'm guessing the headmaster is doing this ball thing,for a sort of wizarding prom. What with the theme and all?It's too cliche for my taste,because my life,is so not cliche. The ball is tonight. Christmas Eve night. Can I say cliche again?

I got my hair done,into perfect girls that balanced just perfectly on my shoulders. The dress went on me,with a little help from my best friend named Magic. It fit like a glove. I walked down the steps,my glass slippers clanking on the stone. I saw a pair of shoes,and knew they must be Draco's. I finally got to the bottom of the steps,and saw him. He looked well,all decked out in a back,tuxedo,with the whole prince charming sort of suit.He matched me perfectly. I saw his eyes widen at the sight of me. And I put a triumphant grin on.

Draco's POV

It was like I got punched. She looked,Wow. I barley got the words out,"Y-you loo-kk ab-so-solutely amazing."I said stuttering like an idiot. I silently scolded myself. This made her laugh. I hid my nervousness. I put my hands in my pockets,"So what do you think?"i asked her,boasting at how I looked.

Jess's POV

I wrote down,"I am speechless."


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