I knowwww It was sooo cute <333

Bahahaha. It was TEH cutest *cling* <333

Hehehe. *is scared of Bella too, but loves her muchos*<333

22nd April:
2:05am.

Oh Merlin. I thought this sleeping bother was over, but obviously not. I just woke up after having another nightmare. If this becomes a part of my routine, I may have to go to the Hospital Wing and ask for a sleeping potion. Possibly Draught of Living Death, that ought to knock me out for a few years days. To be frank, I think that being awake is highly overrated. I'd prefer to sleep constantly, because I find it hard to believe that you can be mentally hurt when you're asleep. Unless you're me, who has constant nightmares about Jack Langleys and Bella Coulters. But I'm just a weird exception.

23rd April:
4:45pm.

ZOMGLYKWOAAAH. Not. Good. I have just experienced the most AWKWARD experience of my life. Yes, OF MY LIFE. It was more awkward than meeting Bella Coulter, more awkward than being alone with Jack. In fact, I would say it was twice as bad as that. And that it because of the smaaaaall fact that...

IT WAS BOTH OF THEM. Bella Coulter, Jack Langley, and me. One big happy family. Or not. I was down by the Whomping Willow, doing nothing out of the ordinary, and I accidently bumped into someone who, ironically, happened to be Bella. And then, y'know, Jack just decides to appear out of thin air and practically eat me. Eh. With my luck, it was amazing that Zero didn't fall from the sky, land on my head and start doing a fan dance with a lettuce leaf. But luckily, that didn't happen. That would have been weeeiiird.

April 24th:
8:50pm.

Hmm. Maybe I should just hybernate.

LMFAO!!! Now that would have been hilarious.

Another great chappie Daddy! You made me want to snuggle Cora.

PAMS. xx

Hehehe. Thank youuu daughter *clingsluffs*

25th April:
6:05pm.

To my dismay, the cloud of depression has returned. Nothing can get rid of it, not even going to visit little Cliffie and Evie. Which is worrying, because they get cuter and cuter everyday. Merrrr. I've been sitting outside, drinking a bottle of butterbeer for the last hour and a half. I'm starting to lose the will to live. And I haven't seen Jack OR Bella since the...incedent. But it is getting slightly more obvious to me that Bella is utterly smitten with him. And vice versus. All I can say is....poor Zero.

26th April:
5:45pm.

Scrap that last. My life has done an uncontrollable turn upsiiiide down. And to be honest, I'm not sure I even care about Jack anymore. Or Bella. They can go prance of and marry, and I DON'T care. It just proves that she's mean subconciously. Even if she seemed nice. Because she can't choose, and she's hurting two boys. And me. But anyway, enough moaning. Back to why I'm so uncontrollably happy...

Slytherin. I have never been more PROUD to be a Slytherin Quidditch player. Because about fifteen minutes ago, we were crowned Quidditch Champions. I can safely say that I have never been this happy in my life. I feel so free. It all happened very quickly. A flash of gold, and swipe of a green arm and then the SLYTHERIN SEEKER was holding the struggling golden ball between her fingers. It was a bit odd really. I have never felt that many emotions in my life. I was sad, because the season was over. Happy, because we had won. Angry, because of Jack and amazed, because the depression cloud disappeared. It's GONE.

And I promise you...it's never coming back.

If Cora only knew how much it hurts Bella too. But she has made a decision.
SLYTHERIN WOOOON! heeh. House pride babah.

Clifford and Evangeline do don't get cuter and cuter everyday.

I'm glad Cora's depression is gone. WOOOOOHOOO for Quidditch.

Hehe.

Coraaa ish adorable

The cloud has GONE! WWOO!
PAMS.
Sisstaa xx

ZOMG!

I misssed so muuucccch!
BUT! Have I baeeeen more happpier. NEVER! Cooooora's DEPRESSION is GONE! ..

-Ish a CORA fan forever- *Puts Cora's shirt on*

Reaaaaaaaaaalllly, Huuubbykiens! I never thought- I'd be so FOND of a chaaarrie- And am sure- Who ever Cora ened up with will be so LUCKKEH! and NEVER will be BORED

CORA rocks! ..

I mo *Pets Bella* Hehehe *waves Slytherin banner and cuggles you* <333

Hehehe. Because he likes Bella No reason <333

Hehehe *clings Evie and Cliffie* I just want to pinch their cheeks and squeal <333

Hehe. Cora is blushing from all these compliments Thank you sistaaaah <333

Hehehe. Maybe Cora will stay single forever She only has one term left <333

27th April:
6:30pm.

Lalala. This anti-depression thing is really working for me. When I see Jack, I no longer start to have a fit and start spluttering or crying or whatever. I simply skip a heartbeat, and then walk on. Yep, it's as simple as that. And not only has the cloud gone, but the sun seems to be shining more than ever. Nothing has gone wrong in so long. I actually feel like... I have something to look forward to. Even though I'm alone, I have never felt happier. And there isn't even a huge reason WHY. Except that we won the Quidditch Cup of course!

Oh. And we won Gobstones too!

April 28th:
7:35pm.

They're gone. The moment that the words passed Rae's lips, the cloud flew back and got bigger and bigger, until I couldn't breathe. I could have cried there are then, but I couldn't. I couldn't because I was so incredibly empty. Why does everyone I love always leave me? My daddy said he'd be there for me forever...but it seemed that forever knew better. And Tag. He was taken from me. And Jamie. And Jack. Except at least Tag and Jamie and Jack are still alive. At least I can still see them.

But now Blaylock. Natasha Blaylock. My favourite teacher; the only person who truelly understood my crazyness, as she was just as crazy. I can hardly count the amount of times I would climb up to her tower with my strawberry cheesecake that she liked so much. And we would drink tea. And her little boy has gone too. I would go to the nursery and watch im grow; just a little each day. But they're gone forever.

Forever...

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!

*Huggless Cora*..

Tis goonna be alright.

She'll find him. The ONE and only HIM! .. I am telling ya.. Cora rocks like that XD

Hehehe. I hope so <3333

29th April:
6:05pm.

-Deaded-

30th April:
8:08pm.

Dududuududduuduuuu. My mood has been pretty monotone since Blaylock's....death. I try not to think about it too often, but everything seems to be coming at me all at once. Maybe I'm in the wrong lane. It's not fair. How come Bella, perfect Bella, manages to have no problems, except for the fact that TWO boys want her. Ohhhh, how stressful it must be! Stupid Coulter with her stupid boyfriend and stupid Jack and stupid prettyness. Why is she so perfect? It's almost sickening. And the odd thing is that I could squash her SO easily, but she's just so nice that I don't want to. I wish she was my friend, and I wish Jack was my brother. If he was my brother, at least I would have SOME sort of claim on him.

But I don't. And it's very, very annoying.

1st May:
4:35pm.

Hummmm. Maybe I should pack. The train leaves awfully soon and all of my things are strewn over the floor. Meh. I don't really care. LET THEM BE STREWN! Bleh bleh bleeeeehhhh. I have a sudden urge to place spotty pants on my head and run around singing very loudly. But then again, the people at St Mungo's have been wanting an excuse to 'take me in' for a while now. And that would be a ONE WAY ticket to hell. Yuuuck.

Healers are scary. I remember when Ryan [my brother. I don't think I've mentioned him before, but to cut a long story short: He's a murdering pyscho] killed my dad, and I was so traumatised, Mumsie submitted me to St Mungo's and the kept me there for an awful long time. It gets terribly lonely in there, because Mumsie was busy with work and my dear twinnie, Alexa was back at Beauxbatons. And so I didn't really have anybody to talk to. And so I am determined to never go back, as they were reluctant to let me go in the first place.

How horrible.

*snuggles Cora* I agree with Mummy. Cora will find the one for her.

That, or she'll realise she really doesn't need one.

I bet her twinnie Alexa is evil.

*Just catching up on everything again*

I continue to be drawn in by Cora's story! Such a fresh perspective, and different. She is going through such a rough patch, and I really hope things will start to get better for her soon!

Hehehe *cling* Hmmm...maybe she isss evil <3333

*Giggle* Thank you for such positive comments! <333

May 2nd:
6:45pm.

Gosh, I really shouldn't pack so many things. I had to drag my trunk to the train and I almost missed it, as I took about ten minutes trying to lift the stupid thing onto the train! Yeesh. I think the train was actually moving when I launched myself onto it, but that's a minor detail. Predictably, I was in a carriage on my own, so I let my two kitty cats roam around a bit. That was, until some sneezing idiot decided to join me.

Yes, yes, you guessed correctly. BELLA COULTER. What was she doing?! She came in and just sat down. And then...t-t-then...She told me that she had BROKEN UP with Zero. Which meant that she was single. And so was Jack. Nuuuuuu! I could have strangled her there and then, but I didn't. I stayed caaaalm. Sort of.

I started crying. Yes. Crying. It was possibly one of the most humiliating experiences OF MY LIFE. Ehhh. Except Coulter didn't laugh, scream, or leave the compartment. She stayed, and comforted me. For some reason, I told her everything, and she seemed to understand. Strange girl. Anywho, I reckon I ought to put this diary away, in case she finds it.

-Catches Up-

Awwwww!
I feel so sorry for Cora -Snuggles- She seems lovely.
Miles: -Comforts Cora- :]

PAMS Sistaa xxx

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!

*Huggless Cora* .. She rocks.

Awww, this is sad! I feel Cora's pain, and really hope it works out for her!

Hehehe. She is lovely

Cora: *Clings to Miles* <333

Teehee. Fankoo lovely <333

It will work out Lulz. Thank youuuu for the comments <333

Okay guys, it's Diagon Alley time, so it's skipped to August


August 26th:
2:15pm.

Wow. This summer was just...WOW. I've had plenty of amazing experiances, although I'm sad that many have left. Christian, Marco, Tag, Dia, Xana and so many others. But then again; what could be more exciting than the fact that this is my last term. And...I'M BEST FRIENDS WITH BELLA COULTER! She's the most wonderful person I have ever met in my entire life. I stayed at her house for about two weeks during the summer. It was so great not to have to stay in the Leaky Cauldron for the whole time. But at least I didn't have to go back to France and see my evil twin and horrible Mother. The Leaky Cauldron is luxury compared to Paris [in my eyes, anyway.]

It was brilliant being at Bella's. We stayed out in the garden all day, and played Quidditch in her orchard. She wasn't brilliant, but just having a FRIEND was amazing. I cried when I had to leave, but she wrote letters to me ever so much. It was just...fantastic.

Anyway, I just popped into Diagon Alley, and there were SO many students. I suppose everyone is getting their things, and I even saw a few familiar faces. A few. I saw Bella, and leapt on her like a madman. I hope she didn't mind, but I'm just so happy to see her (: