Aww! Ari!! LOVE it so far, always love hearring about IC Ari's thoughts, getting to know whats in her head! ^________^ *Snugglesyouboth* Can't wait for more <33

EEP! *beams at Kohan's mention* This is great Ari! I can't wait to read more!

*snuggles you all like woah* Thanks for reading I promise it gets more interesting down the line.

Of course she's mention Kohan, she's helped her out many times in the past

Awesome Ari I still be stalking this from now on

Okay, so I'm not usually big on fanfiction mostly because I'm horrible with keeping up with it... but this first entry is great!!

And yes, Amelia is still here! She does count as a "great friend", right?

Of course she does Jess, she's helped Ari out too *luffs on Amelia*

I'll post another entry tmmorrow when I have something to write about

Daughter Ari!!!

This is so cool!!

In the mind of Ariana

I love it!!! Cant wait for more!

LOVE this, Daughter Awi!

Poor IC Ari! *Sniffles* Losing both Blay, AND Kerry <33

Aww Poor Ari *pets her*
she should beat up the people stealing Kerry from her

*snuggles IC Ari* She'll be okay in time*

Thanks for reading guys. We're going to be getting deeper into the mind of mysterious Ariana now, I must warn you she is weird

May 4th

Well the train is almost home which means I have to say goodbye. I don't want to though, it's hard enough loosing a friend, but when that friend will be off to who knows where, too busy to owl every week well it gets hard. I'm thrilled for her though, I know hse's going to be happy, and I'm happy for her. I have to do it sometime, the train is slowing down and I can start to see the station...

A few hours later:

Well it's done and over with and I've spent my last few hours crying on mums shoulder. Being from the Ministry she heard all about my being turned into an animal and loosing a professor and knew I'd need a shoudler, especially with me being so "sad and pathetic" as William so bluntly put it.

William. I forgot about him! How big he's gotten too! His face looks just like his fathers, poor guy hehehe. But his attitude is just like his mother Julia. She was rambunctious and out going too. I miss her terribly, I wonder when she's coming back from Romania... Oh who am I kidding she's probably having a blast learning about dragons, I know I would be. Perhaps that's why mum was so distant when she met me before I bawled like a baby for all of Hogwarts to see?

Anyway, as I was saying, William is a little go getter. I can't belive I'm actually taking him to Milan this summer to meet my friends. Friends, that's what he needs. Perhaps he'll stop with his lame jokes, always trying to put sneezing powder in my socks or hat. I mean honestly he'll fit in perfectly at Hogwarts when he gets there in two years.

Two years that's all I have left now. I wasted all that time. Well I'm not going to reflect on all the bad times but the good. Meeting Vannah and Lexi, my two closest friends beside Kerry. I don't know what I would do if I didn't have them in my life.

Well I'm exsausted. Crying does that to a girl. I need sleep then in a few weeks off to Milan!

Night!

July 2065 (I think)

I'm here!

It's amazing; the colours, smells, textures it's like home in Canada all over again. The house is gorgeous and so big on the inside. It's amazing what magic can do to a house like that! Oh I can't believe I'm here, and I have great news! My mom got me the sports car I've been wanting! Only problem, I don't have my lisence to drive yet, not yet at least. Give me another three weeks before school and the piece of plastic will be in my hands. Next step, apparation....

Vince is here, of course he hasn't said a word to me. I think he wants to forget Igave him a ride on my back when we were animals. I think something is up between him and Lexi though the emotions I get from those too, well if they don't get together then I'm a green leprechaun. They're so right for one another you know? Anyway, of course they deny anything to do with eachother but it's there *wink* Yes I wrote that

It's been a week now since I came here and already I feel refreshed beyond imagination. I'm planning on having a special ceremony for those we lost but I need to speak to Lexi about it first, this way it won't be a surprise to them. Hopefully they'll let me have it, it really means a lot to me...

Wow I sound depressed don't I? I wasn't on the train ride home though, nope I was all over the place, opening my mouth and letting words fly out like no tommorrow. Strange eh? I think it's because I haven't been sleeping well .Ok, I haven't been sleeping at all! I keep having the same dream, but when I go to write about it, it disspears from my memory like a soft cloud floating away in the bright blue sky...

Well there's always tommorrow!

Night!

Awww Ari ish awesome Moreee

Awww! Ari's soooo BRILLIANT! So sweet, and kind. Too. Haha, and I loooved that mention on the ship.

*cuddles mommy and sister* Aww isn't she? I feel sorry for her though *pets*

Today made me miss home for some reason and those who are most special to me, mom and Joshua. I guess lately I've been feeling abandoned by those I cherish, mostly mom I guess, I hardly see her anymore. I miss dad. Why did he have to die when he was an Auror? Sometimes I'll walk down the street back home in Canada and see a man who looks like him. There's been a time when I actually ran up to a man and hugged him, tears of joy escaping my eyelids until I realized it wasn't him.

My father was a handsome man with rich black hair and deep blue eyes that always captured the attention of his audience. All he had to do was give you a look and you'd be hooked. He was so compassionate and understanding, picking me up when ever I wanted attention or the need to be loved, which was often. I remember the last memory I have of my father was when he took me to the local zoo. I was only two years old but already I had a sense of longing, a need to be noticed. Anyway, he walked me right up to the monkey cage and watched as they goofed off, swinging from the trees. I giggles, my green eyes bounding gleefully as I called out "Monkey go bye bye!" The whole area burst into gleeful laughter at my expense.

But instead of laughing with them my father turned me to look in his blue eyes, gave me his loving smile and said softly, "Don't listen to them Ariana, no matter what you do people will ridicule you, but always remember your true self. Never forget who you are Ari, you are a Castor." I never understood what he meant by that, my brain hadn't been fully developed, but now I do, he was telling me not to give up, to always say what I mean and to not sugar coat anything. And so, in memory of my father who IS alive, I will do that.

He's alive, I know it. I mean how could he not be when I feel him so close to me? I remember mom telling me a story about how he died and I feel confused by it all. How could a wizard, a grown wizard who had a god wand and strength to match anyone de from falling off a cliff?? It just doesn't make sense, especially when you think that he was chasing dark wizards to protect me, he could have apparated and went off to start a new life, but why? Why abandon me like that? He was the only parent who truly loved me. I know mom loves me but she doesn't show it dotting on Josh all the time, never asking if I'm okay. She knows how hard this is for me, the only daughter of a famous hit wizard who perished a daughter of a mother who spends all her free time at work, never bothering to ask how she is.

I'm so annoyed right now, why doesn't she care? Perhaps I shouldn't be a magical creature healer; perhaps I should really annoy her and become what I know she doesn't want… an Auror. Oh yes that would make her so mad. I would do it too, if it weren't for the fact that my grades would never be good enough to get into the necessary schooling. As if, me an Auror? That's laughable. Still it might give me the chance to find out news about my father, perhaps if he is alive, but unable to speak to me for whatever reason I could find out. But it would be too lat by the time I graduate, and become an Auror. And besides its too difficult, being a magical creature healer would be better, there's a demand for it.

My mother is the complete opposite of me. Instead of caring what others think she goes about wearing the most ludicrous things, often not matching of course, her blue eyes sparkling with mysteriousness that astounds me. She has a vivaciousness about her that mystifies me and there's times when I have no clue how she found her second husband, divorced him two years later all without the news finding out about it. I do love her, don't get me wrong, it's just there's times when I can't stand being around her. Summers for me are confusing. That's why I love traveling the world during the summer, being it Italy or Spain, France or even Britain

Joshua is such a loving brother. He's only three years old but I feel as if he's so much older. He looks like mother all over again, high hairline reaching down to a set of the bluest grey eyes I've ever seen. There's always a bubbling smile on his face, his toothy grin very contagious. I wonder what he's going to be like when he grows older, I know he'll be a Ravenclaw; it's obvious from his curious nature and his smart ways of knowing more than he should. He's such a dear sweet thing I miss him when I'm a Hogwarts.

July 4th 2065 (I think)

Wow today was amazing! Not only did I wake up to the sun shining and birds chirruping, but I woke up with a new sense of freedom. I had a weird dream though…

I was sitting in the Great hall finishing my History of Magic homework for Professor Lainey, who by the way I adore, when all of a sudden there was a bright light and suddenly I was in a strange field with pink flowers. They were everywhere, different shades of pink and yellow as well. I wandered around for a few minutes before coming up to a maze and stopping. The maze looked oddly familiar, like I had been there. OF course I hadn't but I couldn't be completely sure. I wandered into the maze, knowing exactly where I was going until I came to a fork in the road so to peak. On one side all was good, the grass was green, and the flowers were full and blooming. But on the other side all was darkness and a strange fog overwhelmed the scene.

I stood there trying to make a decision about where to go when I woke up with the birds chirruping in my window. I didn't realize what it meant until I looked out the window and saw a strange shape in the sky. It almost looked like a giant hawk soaring past, but I couldn't be sure. It reminded me of my father; whose Patronus I knew was a bird. I didn't have much time to think as I was in a hurry and there was a water balloon fight to get involved in.

July 5th, 2065

I saw a Hippogriff!! It was amazing; its feathers were so soft under my touch, its eyes curious and full of wonder. It made me realize truly that I was meant for creature healing and I know now I have to double me efforts to become a healer. I didn't get to ride him as there wasn't time but I will before this summer is over.

Today was interesting, Lexi was acting strange and I had the feeling she was hiding something but I couldn't tell what. I will find out though, I don't have to be an empath to know when something is amiss. I can't help but feel scared or nervous though… I have to stop being so paranoid about something, I mean it's not like she hates me or something, she hasn't said anything like that yet. Though… nah I can't think like that.

I got an owl from mom today, work is still her number one priority right now, and she's left poor Joshua alone with the neighbor, a nice friendly man who loves children. He's a muggle so we have to be careful with our magic. And since Josh hasn't shown much in the way of magical ability yet we're so concerned. I pray he's not a Squib, he'd be teased horribly, and not by me, but others. Anyway she says work is boring, well it would be, she works in the Dragon research and Restraint Bureau and nothing ever goes on. I told her to work with the house elfs but no she hates them. She says she misses me but for some reason I'm starting to seriously doubt her, if she did miss me she'd make sure she spent time with me…

Anyway I'm rambling on and on about stuff no one probably cares about, but meh it's just me. It's not like my friends are going to read it, it's just you and me book, you and me. Now, too bad I can't figure out that spell…

Awwwwwww! I looooove IC Ari! <33 Is her dad alive?!

Yes he is he's been hiding out in Romania for the past 14 years and will be making an appearance soon before she graduates

Another post coming up soon!

*pushes Reptar away from Ari* Lex is scared Ari might run off with him

I read this! And I didn't reply! *kicks myself and pets IC Ari*

Awesome Ari

Thanks guys Now I'm going to start from the first daty of school which I guess would be now in the RP Yeah, we'll go with that Thanks for your patience guys

September 1st-ish (2065)


The train ride was completely normal. I even met a nice Slytherin! His name is Roland or something and he's sweet in a weird strange Slytheriny way. I didn't get to know him well enough though and I forget what year he's in but I think it was 4th or 5th though don't quote me on that. Of course you can't, you're paper and ink ha! Anyway, I found out something interesting on the train ride; you can fit 15 people, plus 7 pets, four birds and pockets full of junk food comfortably into a single comaprtment, with breathing room *laughs*

Anyway, I'm thrilled with the prefect chioces this term! Vannah and Curt for Hufflepuff, Uhh two people for Slytherin I can't remember, Cale and Anna for Gryffindor and Rhiannon and Cale (giggles) for Ravenclaw. It's awesoem, three of my best friends are prefects how awesome is that!

Can I be honest? I miss Vannah; sure we talk all the time, exchanging owl posts and such but still I miss her, she's my best friend and it feels like she's drifting away from me. It hurts to be honest, I mean I understand she's with Curt now and I'm thrilled! But... still you know?

I'm so glad no one will read this *chuckles*

September 2nd, 2065

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

Phew, now that that's out I can write, I just had to scream, well write that I'm screaming because believe me I feel like it right now but if I do then I may get into trouble.

I've just spent the last hour and a half hiding my cat from the new professors of 'Belle's School of Prim and Proper witches'. Okay, so that's not the real name of the school but it's close enough. Ugh I'm so SICK of lace and blue and potpourii it's unbelievable! I mean seriously who do they think we are? The rules are just...there's no words to describe how horrid they are!

Okay, need to calm down, these emotions are not mine. That's another thing, why am I the only one in the whole school with this abiliey to feel other people emotions? You know it's really hard to block out hundreds of emotions at once all the time. I need a mind blocking machine or something you know?

What's up with the entrance hall rules? did you see them? Of course you didn't hehehe I'm so not happy right now. They can't expect me to take off the only thing that reminds me of my father can they?? I'm sad just thinking about it. I don't even have a picture of him and they're telling me to take off my necklace? Not going to happen. I'll listen to what they say but I draw the line there.

Okay, I'm