Hello I'm Suzy, for those who dont know me. My school RPG character is Maddox Ryder Darcy. This is his journal. I wanted to do this so people could see the real maddox for who he is. I was also inspired by my friend Whitney (hermy_weasley), which her charrie is my charries girlfriend lol. And a special thanks to Jamie (JazzyJay) for helping me come up with my title. I'm new to the biz so keep that in mind!

P.S. I appreciate constructive criticism and nice comments, no need for rudeness please and thank you!




August 25 (10:00pm),


So I haven’t written in ages, not that you care, because you are but a lowly journal. I figure its best I get some of this pent up aggression out before I head off to school at Hogwarts. Yes, Hogwarts. I found out today that not only was I expelled from Durmstrang, but I am now the newest student of Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry. Not sure how excited I am about that one.

I did however meet Suzy's friend Lima today. My attitude this morning wasn’t very great and before I had realized who she was, I had already gotten into an argument with her. She’s great at yelling. I met her outside of Gringots bank in diagon alley... well more like we ran into each other and I knocked her over but we wont go there. Eventually I ended up apologizing to her. Then we fought again, and I threw her over my shoulder and walked her around DA. It was very fun actually. I did in fact get everything I needed. I got a new owl and her name his Asmara (means "love"). She’s a snowy owl and is so beautiful. I also got a new wand as well. It is 9 ½ inches and made of Vine with a phoenix feather in the center. Its much nicer then my old one.

Before I got in the argument with Lima i got in an argument with a friend of hers as well, which didn’t go over to well with her. But I ended up apologizing. Anger is taking to much control over me right now and I need to calm it. I also got to see Tia my ex-girlfriend today. It was nice seeing her. I haven’t seen or heard from her in two years. It was fun catching up.


Looks like this will be an interesting school year.


P.s. Lima is sooooooooooooo pretty.






September 1 (11:45 pm),


It’s been a horrible and wonderful day all in one mashed up messy mixed thing. Very articulate, I know. For the past week all I could think about was seeing Lima again. I also decided it was time to tell my mom the real reason I got in a fight and got expelled from Durmstrang. She cried a lot. But it was time. She needed to know the kind of people I was going to school with, and, at one time, was friends with. I never dreamed they would do such a thing to me. I gave my mom all the details.

Lima, on the other hand, I couldn’t tell her everything. She would be far too angry if I told her every detail. The train ride to school was fun. It was just she and I talking in a compartment by ourselves. But when we got to the station, everything was in chaos. Apparently the ministry has taken over Hogwarts and broken it up into to separate schools, one for girls and the other for boys.

It was then that I decided "it was now or never." So I asked Lima to be my girlfriend, and she said yes. It’s going to be hard. But I’m sure we can work through it. I heard we are supposed to get trips to the wizarding town close by on the weekends. I’m hoping to see her there.


Did I mention I kissed her before leaving on the carriage? It was the best kiss I have ever had, and I have kissed a lot of girls.

Anyway, off to bed, classes start in the morning.






September 6 (9:00pm),

The first week of classes was very interesting. Lord Borr's class was the craziest class I have ever been in. He made us sit in bowls of water and eat cookies that made us fart. It was nuts. Pretty much all of the ministry approved professors classes are that way. The other professors that actually got spilt up from the real Hogwarts are very great teachers. I have really enjoyed those classes. There should be another Hogsmead visit next week. Anyway, my homework is piling up.


Until next time. I’m so boring....*sigh*





September 13 (5:23 pm),


Today has been a very trying day. It started out pretty good. I met some possible new friends down at the koi pond. But as I remember I had some homework I needed to finish, so I bid them good bye and started heading up the pathway back to the school.


Little did I know I would run into him. Nicholai Toussaint. Now Nico and I have had a very bad past. I did injure him very badly which left him with a V shaped scar on his side. But what his brother and his brother’s best friend whom used to be my best friend did to me was much worse.


It all started last year when I decided to tell Rudolphus about my father being a deatheater gone good, because of my mother, and how he was killed by said deatheaters because they thought he would give them away. Which my father had no intention of doing so. After I told Rudolphus this, he turned on me. He said he never wanted to be in my presence ever again. So I quietly backed away and hadn’t talked to him since. Then one day at the end of term Rudolphus and Adriano, Nico’s older brother, decided to have a go at me. They called me names; names that I cant even write down because they are so incredibly rude and uncalled for. I stupidly yelled a few choice words and insults back at them. Even though Rudolphus was 2 years older then me, five inches taller and about fifty pounds heavier, I decided to proceed to punch him in the face.

About 2 seconds later I was on the ground wondering if the beating was going to stop. When I was a millisecond away from passing out, I trying to defend myself, pulled out my wand and used an unforgivable curse on him. I used the Cruciatus Curse. Personally I am against dark magic, but if I didn’t do something, I probably would have died. The only reason I didn’t get sent to Azkaban is because of the fact that I was defending myself, and yet I’m the one that got expelled, got my wand broken, and spent a month in a hospital bed, in a coma, with 4 broken ribs, broken cheek bones, broken nose, and a gash down my left side. It goes from my armpit down to my waist. While Adriano was laughing the whole time, I had no idea that Nico had been kicked out for the last 6 weeks of school, hence why he is now going to the same school I am.


In our confrontation I proceeded to tell him what had happened. He came off hostile in the beginning, but by the end he was confused and didn’t understand why his brother would be friends with a guy like that. I gave him a warning, that if his brother didn’t get away from Rudolphus he would in fact have a horrible path in life that could end up killing him or others. I knew he wasn’t happy about me saying these things to him but he needed to know.


I told my mother everything, she didn’t know the reason I got in the fight, but she was by my side at hospital. But I could not bare telling Lima all that has happened to me. She doesn’t know I was in St. Mungos for a month in a coma; I am not ready to tell her. As I stated in the beginning, it has been a long and trying day. I have already finished my homework, and it is very late now that I have written a novel, so I must bid thee ado.


Till next time, and I hope its at least funny next time.





September 20 (10:19 pm),


So funny thing; Quidditch tryouts started about a week ago.
I went to the broom shed to grab my broom today and I noticed this girl in there, and it turned out to be Lima. Long story sort she got 5 points taken away for being at a boy’s class and I got 5 points taken for not participating in said boy’s class that I completely forgot about and ended up staying for. In the end, I received 10 points for doing a great job in polishing broom sticks.

The sucky part about today though, I found out that I made reserve for the quidditch team. I and my stupidity didn’t bring it like I normally do. I had no idea we would be playing on a team with the girls. Not that its an excuse, but I have never played with girls, and I was scared that with me having played on a Drumstrang Qudditch team where girls have their own teams because the guys are so horribly rough, I was scared that I would be to rough with a girl and possibly harm her and I didn’t want that to happen. So now that I am on the reserve team I feel like a dork on ice. So, I’m going to take my tutu and go to bed now. Kthanx

Night.


Signed,
Pretty little girl in the tutu wearing ice skates.

First to post! lol

Awesome job babe.

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK Maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah Soooooooooddddddddddlllllle Duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuckkkkkkyyyyy Hassssss a FFFFFFFF!!!!!

Ok Im done


Ahhh pooooor Maddox!
He has such a bad past
*Pets him*

Great post Suzy!

Cant wait for more!

lol thank you woodle and doodle!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Awesome start mah Wubber<33

Likes to read more *steals Lima from your pages*

*runs*

Awesome Babe!!!
I love it!!!
It is going to be good!!

tankies wubber!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and nooooo stealing limas!!!!!!!!!!! *chasesyou*



thank you jammers!

v. nice.

Oh by the way Nicholai has noted the reserve player thing and intends to do some mocking later...

*Adds to stalk list*

lol hahaha nice i cant wait for that one....LOL

thanks hunny! and of course she does shes his friend!

Okay. I checked it out.

I have to say, it's interesting. Especially since it's not exactly like Rhiannon's ever had any run-ins with Maddox (or Lima, really, that I can think of). So everything I knew about him came from stalking. Or the TP. And now I can learn more about him.

*adds to my list of FFs*

Great job, honey bear! I knew you had a FF in you! I'm not a thousand percent sure what is going on, but I will keep reading if you keep posting and then I should be able to figure it out. I'm loving it!! Keep up the great work!!

Thanks for all the comments and support! I should have a new enrty up soon.


For those that are planning to read and commetn go ahead! im waiting! lol

I know I don't know you,or talk to you anyways
Whit suggested I read it, I did
and I love it!
It's very very good
Keep it up

Gissel right? well thank you for the comment i really appreciate it!

you better not leave this diary just laying around.....

hmmm has someone been stalking? lol jk


dont worry he wont...

SUZY!!!
I love this! Maddox is a really funny dude, and you do really good at RP'ing him!
and that whole thing about his past was insane! Poor guy *pats him on the back*

Can't wait till you update it!!!

I told you I'd read it! And Suzzums, mah Dory I LOVE IT! Maddox is awesome. *Giggles*

*snickers*

Nicholai has a journal of his own.........


I'm stalking both of you! I want some more crazy Durmstrang action!