Ok let’s face it I have no clue why I’m starting this so let’s just cut that part out. Don't ask me why I start to put my thought here but I found an old empty books laying in the living room and I thought that would be fun to write down random stuff. I’ll probably refer to you as Jay so it will go easier for me. I still think it’s strange but fun at the same time. Anyhow, as long as nobody knows about this I think I'm safe. I'm sure if either my sister or friend knew about this, they would probably be laughing at me. I can almost imagine Kerry looking at me with a strange smiled on her face. She would probably be rolling on the floor laughing and telling me that it's a girl things to do something like that but as long as she's don't have no knowledge of it, it's all good.

Anyhow, enough of all this paranoia thingy and let's go to the points. I can't believe the term is over. It's like I almost didn't see go. Where all the time went? I feel that it was almost yesterday that I step in Hogwarts in order to get to the opening feast. Then again so many things had happens but the most important is the Quidditch Cup. I can't believe that we finally have it. It's finally ours. OURS!! What an insane but incredible feeling it was. Just holding it in my hands........... I can't even put word into that........ It's unbelievable. The team was incredible that day and when Agie catches that snitch it was almost like a dream. Thinking about how we get there, I was lucky that my team didn't kick me or went angry after me. I don’t think I have ever pushed them that far it was worth it. I probably owe this victory to the Brandywine sister. Those girls are just too awesome. I probably should tell my sis about this victory but I’ll probably wait for a bit. After all she was the former captain and I know how much she wanted to cup. Yep, that's it. I will tell her later. Let's just hope someone won't mention before I do. She would probably be mad at me but who knows. Talking about Quidditch I can’t wait to go to the Puddlemere Camp. I have held my end of the deal with Fabian and he have respected his words. This is too freaking awesome. I will SO enjoy this. I can almost smell it.

Well looks like I'm hearing voices downstairs and I'm up because I said that I was going to take a shower which is half true but who cares really. Let’s hope that all those who have been invited will come. I can’t wait to mention about the Puddlemere Camp. They probably won’t believe me but I got a proof with me. OH YES! This summer is going to be fun and I can’t wait to see the beginning of it.

DANG!! I knew it. Why would it have to be any different anyway? She was mad at him when she found out that I had forgotten to talk to her about the Quidditch Cup. I’m sure I did the right decision. You should have seen her face when she found out. She was half happy half disappointed. I know my sister way too much and easily understand what it means. She’s probably happy for us but deep down, she’s mad that she wasn’t responsible for it. I could see it in her eyes; this was heartbroken in a way. This team was hers and I kind off took it away when we switch places. I totally understand and probably would have reacted the same way if I was in the same situation than her. But It's NOT MY FAULT . I wasn't the one asking for the transfer in the first place. MAN!! Things happen and I have no control over it. If I could go back in time and changes some of the stuff that had happens I would, or maybe not? Would I really go back to Durmstrang knowing how Hogwarts is? I don’t think I can even understand that question.

Enough talk about if I would or wouldn’t change the past. It’s clear that something like that is impossible. Well not if you go a time-turner but would it be fair anyway. I don’t see the point of going over it countless time again. It’s pointless.

As for now I’m just glad that the girls are here. Sana is a bit to quiet for my taste. I know that she said she had troubles with her grade but I wonder if they were something a bit deeper then that. Why do I think that he had something to do with Adam or me? I know that I didn’t spend much time with her but the team was taking way too much time and I think I let couples things out too. She was almost like a sister for me but sister can get to you pretty easily and like my real sister she has natch of doing so. I know that sometimes I can get impatient with both of them but those are the two girls that I will always cared about. I would do anything in my power to help them in any way. I just hope that they are aware of that.

Talking about girls, I’m so happy that Agie is here. That girl is just so funny to be around. I can so see her as a future captain for our house. She’s probably the most amazing seeker I have ever seen. Nope let’s scratches that, she’s the best player. I have to find a way to convince my uncle to agree on us going to his place. I know our backyard is big enough for us to play but his is way cooler and bigger. I know that they would all love it there.

So If I really want this to happen, I better run and phone him as soon as I can. I don't think I will have a lots of problem convincing him but he is rather busy lately so who knows. Until that see you soon.

RJ

Few updates on what I did try to do. First of all, like I mentioned earlier, I wasn’t able to contact my uncle. Looks like his busier than I was expecting and I probably wouldn’t be able to reach him before next week. This is a bit sad because I was expecting to bring everyone at his place today. Unfortunately it’s not up to me but hey…

Mom insist that I got is approval first and nothing I can say or do is going to change her mind. Man sometimes I wish she could just chill a bit. I know with dad’s gone and all this it was kind of hard for her. For me, if I want to be honest and everything, it's been hard on all of us. I know he had heart problems and it's something we should have been prepared too but it’s just strange that in my mind I feel like he is still here. A bit wacko if you ask me. But for my mom, since that, she’s way too overprotective. I feel like I’m a prisoner inside or someone caught inside a big cocoon. Not a cool feeling if you ask me.

Aside from this little downside that had crush most of our spirits last year, we finally got our official letters. Actually it’s Marie who got her first. It was so crazy seeing her reaction when she got it. She was looking like someone who just won a huge gift but then again I think we are just nuts about Quidditch and I might have been a bit responsible for her been that way. I mean if I didn’t introduced her to that game in the first place it might have been a total different things but it’s cool. I’m proud of my big sister. I know she can make it. So getting back to the letter, she have to leave July 12th in order to go to her Harpies camp which if I understand correctly will lead to a possible place in the team. I think it will probably be just as a reserve but it’s a place nonetheless and like I know her, she’s going to make it no problem. As for me, I’m leaving July 1st. I don’t know if I’ll be able to join them during their last day but I’ll probably do the best that I can.

Well as you can imagine, after receiving those letters, the house is a bit chaotic. Not on my side since I’m actually ready for everything. I mean I’m packing slowly but that way I’ll be sure I will have everything I need. I know it’s like the biggest thing that will happens in my life or one of the biggest but if I run around like a mad man like those girls, it won’t help either. I’ll probably try to plan something with Agie to try to cool them down. I still have plenty of good hide somewhere in my room. Let’s just hope they haven’t been thrown away while I was away. Why just think about it and not just do it. Yep..... Sounds a good plan. I'll just do it right now. See Ya.

It's been a week that we are at my uncle place. Sorry that I didn't update earlier since I completly forgot that I brought the journal and plus I was having way too much fun to simply take my time to wrote it down. It still feel akward for me to do it and I have no idea if it will be otherwise. Probably if I write more it will come easier. Enough about the none important of my incapacity of writting and let's go to the point.

Like I mentioned earlier, where are at my uncle place which means that I was able to contact him after tones and tones of tries. It took me nearly a week to get to him. I'm sure that contacting the prime minister would have been easier but fortunately for us, I was able to reached him. That man is so cool. He didn't ask question or anything and just simply agree for us to go there. To top this, no parents would be around while we are staying here. Well my mom might drop here from time to time but it's basically adult free which is the best thing. Nobody on her back to tell us what to do or not. It's paradise on Earth.

The girls seems to enjoyed their time here. My sister, Sana and Kerry seems to be mostly hanging together. As for me, I rather have Agie's company. She's not like any other chick. She's cool and sneaky which is what I like. I hope that they wont find out that I put some trap near the tent. So far none have been caught but I'm sure that it's going to be hilarious when it happens. As long as they don't go all dramatic about it. This could happen but fortunately for me I'm not with girlie girls which would have been a catastrophy. How can anyone stand those type. Giggling for any reason. Pfft!!...

I don't know why but now that i'm writting about girls I suddenly have Bella that pop in my head. Man!! I haven't see her in a while. Yeah I did go out with her for a bit, if you can call that going out. I guess it's just felt appart on it's own. I have to admit that she's very cute and she have a little something special. I probably had my reason to get drawn to her. I thought at that time that I knew what it was but the more I think about it, the less I understand my behavior around her. I should have know better. I mean it went too fast too soon. I don't have time for girls right now, I have so much things that I have to do before. I'll probably say something else later but i'm way too young to even think about it. Why would he want to put himself in some kind of trouble anyway which would have been the case if he had kept this up. Always needed to be with them and not been able to do what I really wanted to do. That's rather boring and uninteresting.

To end on a better note, I've heard that Professor Clark might be dropping by at the Puddlemere camp. That would be so cool if he did since he is the reason why i'm going there in the first place. I hope one day I will be as good as him. He was one of my idol and probably one of the best Keeper I have ever seen. Ok enough said and let's go back find the girls before they start searching me and find what i'm really doing.

I know that I said that I was going to chill out about this all camp things but it’s like tomorrow and I’m freaking out. The closer it’s getting and the more impatient I am becoming. If it was up to me, I would leave right now and started this already but it seems that I’m only leaving tonight which gives me plenty of times to pack my things, all this according to mom. Why all the girls around me are having so little faith in me. It’s not like I had packed yet. I have everything under control and perhaps I should take a look at it one more time just to secure them but I don’t feel like doing it right now. At the same time, I don’t want to be right which would prove that I was wrong. This is kind of embarrassing to me. What kind of credibility I will have after that? It’s probably just an ego thing but still. I’ll probably do it a bit later right before I leave. Yeah! It will be a good idea but I’m giving them some opportunity to tease me. Well, well, well. I’ll let them laughed for a bit but I haven’t said my last word. I’m going to get a revenge on that one. Plus nothing point out that I was totally wrong either.

I can’t believe that all I’m talking about in here is a sport. I guess it’s all I can think about. I know I could think about girls and stuff but like I mentioned the other day, I have way more fun things to think about. Do I really want to get in troubles that young? I mean, I love the chicks but all they can bring you is misery and huge drama. I also know that not every chick are like that but the percentage that I end up with one as cool and funny as Agie was very remote. Reading back what I just wrote makes me doubt about what I was really thinking. I mean I have fun with her but she’s way too young for me. I don’t want to ruin anything by useless drama which will eventually happen anyway. The only thing I want to do right now with her is helping her out in the eventuality that she becomes Captain one day. I know that as long as I’m at the school I’m probably going to keep that position but that chick have everything going on with her. I actually don’t have to show her much since she’s a natural at it.

Talking about Captaincy I should really owl must of my player once I got back from the camp. I mean we did kick behind this term and if I want to make the same things happen again the other term, I have to contact each and everyone of them just to be sure they wont forget about this. I’ll probably hunt each one of them if they don’t come back. Let’s see if I can remember all of them. First you have the Brandywine duo. I just can’t imagine the team without those chicks. They are dynamite. Let’s not forget the one and only Miss Chosen. She’s my speedy little chaser and it’s so much fun the competition that we had against each other. The first on the Quaffle…. Too bad that most of the time I was there first but she’s one of the important key in our team. Let’s not forget our outstanding keeper Torie. She can stop that Quaffle very easily. Let’s just hope that she keep herself in shape so that I will be able to count on her yet another time. There is Heather. Dang that girl can play every position. She did save us when we were in desperate need of a keeper the time Torie wasn’t there. Give the girl a bat and she’ll knock you any opponent in front of her. To finish up the line we have Kat and Jason. I have to admit that Jason still has to practice a little more but I see great potential in him. As for Kat she has to tough it up a bit. I know she’s an awesome beater but she just has to realize it. The minutes she will see it and man she will rock that bat. Yep I think it’s pretty much it. I can’t really think more about that issue but if I can think of anyone else, I’ll probably send more owls.

Ok now I think I have taken way too much time to write this up because it’s already noon and the girls downstairs are screaming for me to come down. So let’s see….. Lunch then I’ll bring down my bags and stuff and around five pm I’ll have to leave for the experience of a lifetime. I don’t know if I’ll bring the book with me but if I don’t I’ll wrote what happens once I get back.

It's been fourteen days since I came. FOURTEEN!!! I can't believe I'm still walking around after this bad two weeks. I mean why am even doing here. Yes I was somewhat good with the school team and yes I had fun there but this is so not like that. I look like a three year old with a broomstick. I miss so many scoring opportunity that I am ashamed of myself. My entire body is about to fall apart. The next time someone tell me that I'm good, I'm so not going to believe it. I know all this sound catastrophic and it didn't went all that bad. I did some score and dodge few bludgers but man those beaters are strong. I remember complaining about getting hit by Tag's bludger but this is way worst For the first time in years, I had to go see the nurse.

Other news. I have five more days for this camp. I have to admit it's a short time but at the end of this I will find out where they stand toward me. As far as I'm concerned I don't stand much chance but who knows. I can't wait to see how things are going on with my sister.