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Monkey Princess · 05-03-2008, 01:11 AM

Hey everyone this is a diary of my charie Ariana. I've felt the need to write her thoughts down on paper so my mind will be clear for normal things. I'm starting from the end of her fifth year and working my way up to her last.

Enjoy!

Graphic made by myself

End - Of - Term
Train ride home...
Family History

April 12 (I think, don't quote me on that)

I'm back to being human and hate it! Seriously I have the taste of dirt in my mouth and for some reason my legs aren't working. I had to get Vannah to help me to the hospital ward here there was a special place for us, those who were what turned into animals? I was an animal, what!?! I'm so confused right now, my mind is blank and I'm so tired. It's boring being in the room with the others. I don't recognize anyone except Lexi who I don't even know all that well.

What happened to me? Oh I wish mom was here right now…

April 14th

Well I'm remembering more now, and I know why I had dirt in my mouth. I ate worms, ewww I know but when you're an Eagle I guess you don't care what you eat. I don't remember what it felt like being an Eagle but I do remember flying, and loving it. There's nothing like feeling the wind rush through your feathers as you fly across the lake, dipping and twirling. Even having a monkey on your back.

Speaking of monkeys, I found out who that was. Vincent. Just the name gives me the willies. He's so mysterious; I guess that's why I like him so much, though he'll never know this ... not thaat I like him in that way you know but he's cool as a friend if only he'd speak to me though. I just met him this year too though I can't remember where it was, maybe Vannah would know?

April 15th

My empathic power is stronger now. I can zone in on one emotion at a time, ignoring the others around me. Which is good news on my part since it seems there are so many strong emotions right now due to the Slytherins who were animals it is making my head spin. Why do they have to be like that, don't they know I just want to relax?

I still can't walk right. I tried escaping yesterday but my legs gave out on me and I think I twisted my ankle. Or at least I think so. I miss Professor Maline; she'd understand what I'm going through right now. But at least I have Madame Kohan to help me out; I need to thank her when I get out. But right now I need more sleep.

April 16th

I. Want. Out! I want out of this room, I want out of this school, I want to fly again, with no broom to distract me. I'm wishing I could be an Eagle again. Too bad I can't become an animagus, that'd be awesome. I must remember that I'm a human witch with no magical powers. I lost my magic for awhile I think. I mean it's scary. What if it doesn't come back? What if I become a Squib? I can't think like that, I need to think positive. I'm a witch I'm a witch…

May 2nd

The end of term has come at last and I'm so happy! I have my magic back but I lost someone close. Well not close like Vannah and I are but still close and dear to my heart. Even writing about it makes me want to cry, but I've done enough of that this week already. She wouldn't want me to cry so I'll say this; Natasha Blaylock and her children will be missed by all those who knew her. Her life was taken too short.

Okay, need to keep focused I'm writing this while at the end of term feast and Tag is sitting on the opposite side of the table. Boy I'm going to miss him and his cute way of doing things. Too bad we never really got to talk, except that one time in the hospital wing, though quite honestly I wasn't myself and he knew it. It was sweet of him to come though.

Wow I sound so … nostalgic don't I? Well I should be; everyone I care about it leaving, Tag, Kerry, Agie, Lyra (yes even the one I bit as an eagle) Christian, even though we never hung out … I'll miss them all. But at least my great friends are still here, they're not leaving me I hope. I need chocolate. I need it now! No, no I don't, I'm on a no chocolate died right now thanks to the two people who ruined my fifth year. Grr…

Let me know what you think!

05-03-2008, 01:11 AM	#1 (permalink)
Monkey Princess FF & Gallery Mod AD/HE/JKR/MM Co-pres MoMFC Graphics Manticore Location: Hiding from the snow Join Date: Jul 2006 Posts: 25,634 Hogwarts RPG Name: William. Z. Cullack First Year Ministry RPG Name: Gremlok Diagon Alley	Never Forget Who You Are - Sa13+ Hey everyone this is a diary of my charie Ariana. I've felt the need to write her thoughts down on paper so my mind will be clear for normal things. I'm starting from the end of her fifth year and working my way up to her last. Enjoy! Graphic made by myself End - Of - Term Train ride home... Family History April 12 (I think, don't quote me on that) I'm back to being human and hate it! Seriously I have the taste of dirt in my mouth and for some reason my legs aren't working. I had to get Vannah to help me to the hospital ward here there was a special place for us, those who were what turned into animals? I was an animal, what!?! I'm so confused right now, my mind is blank and I'm so tired. It's boring being in the room with the others. I don't recognize anyone except Lexi who I don't even know all that well. What happened to me? Oh I wish mom was here right now… April 14th Well I'm remembering more now, and I know why I had dirt in my mouth. I ate worms, ewww I know but when you're an Eagle I guess you don't care what you eat. I don't remember what it felt like being an Eagle but I do remember flying, and loving it. There's nothing like feeling the wind rush through your feathers as you fly across the lake, dipping and twirling. Even having a monkey on your back. Speaking of monkeys, I found out who that was. Vincent. Just the name gives me the willies. He's so mysterious; I guess that's why I like him so much, though he'll never know this ... not thaat I like him in that way you know but he's cool as a friend if only he'd speak to me though. I just met him this year too though I can't remember where it was, maybe Vannah would know? April 15th My empathic power is stronger now. I can zone in on one emotion at a time, ignoring the others around me. Which is good news on my part since it seems there are so many strong emotions right now due to the Slytherins who were animals it is making my head spin. Why do they have to be like that, don't they know I just want to relax? I still can't walk right. I tried escaping yesterday but my legs gave out on me and I think I twisted my ankle. Or at least I think so. I miss Professor Maline; she'd understand what I'm going through right now. But at least I have Madame Kohan to help me out; I need to thank her when I get out. But right now I need more sleep. April 16th I. Want. Out! I want out of this room, I want out of this school, I want to fly again, with no broom to distract me. I'm wishing I could be an Eagle again. Too bad I can't become an animagus, that'd be awesome. I must remember that I'm a human witch with no magical powers. I lost my magic for awhile I think. I mean it's scary. What if it doesn't come back? What if I become a Squib? I can't think like that, I need to think positive. I'm a witch I'm a witch… May 2nd The end of term has come at last and I'm so happy! I have my magic back but I lost someone close. Well not close like Vannah and I are but still close and dear to my heart. Even writing about it makes me want to cry, but I've done enough of that this week already. She wouldn't want me to cry so I'll say this; Natasha Blaylock and her children will be missed by all those who knew her. Her life was taken too short. Okay, need to keep focused I'm writing this while at the end of term feast and Tag is sitting on the opposite side of the table. Boy I'm going to miss him and his cute way of doing things. Too bad we never really got to talk, except that one time in the hospital wing, though quite honestly I wasn't myself and he knew it. It was sweet of him to come though. Wow I sound so … nostalgic don't I? Well I should be; everyone I care about it leaving, Tag, Kerry, Agie, Lyra (yes even the one I bit as an eagle) Christian, even though we never hung out … I'll miss them all. But at least my great friends are still here, they're not leaving me I hope. I need chocolate. I need it now! No, no I don't, I'm on a no chocolate died right now thanks to the two people who ruined my fifth year. Grr… Let me know what you think! Last edited by Monkey Princess : 05-09-2008 at 02:21 AM. Reason: Adding chapters.