We don't really have a place to discuss subject like this on Snitchseeker. We used to have a whole forum for mature debate and discussion of heady topics, but we found it a bit too provocative; it resulted in too many heated disagreements and people getting stressed out or upset, so it was removed. If you have friends on SS with whom you wish to discuss these things, PMs are probably your best bet. If you're looking for help with personal experiences with these issues, I would suggest you check out Google for links to some local services or at least look for an online community that is led by health care workers, which is specifically suited for your questions. It's really good to talk to people about these things, but it's best if you talk to people who know how to help or who will understand from personal experience.