thank you, thank you *curtsies* now for the post!:: Chapter 5- SOS: Rihanna I walked through the Portrait Hole of my new dorm. I can't believe Malfoy was staring at me through the whole Start of Term feast. Who does he think he is playing with my mind? Oh, I know his games alright. And I feel used. I can't believe I'm still thinking about him. It's like he's become my new - Oh. My. God. Is this a dream? I pinch myself. Ow. Sadly, no it's not. So in this stupidly realistic life, Malfoy is sitting on the couch flipping through a book. "You? No....no, no, no....You?" I managed to say. "Yes..me. I will be sharing this insanely small Dormitory with you for an entire bloddy year. It seems I have been blessed with bad luck," Malfoy sighed. He snapped the book shut and walked towards me. "Look, I-" I started to say, but then he was so close to me I could feel his warm breath. In fact, he grabbed my wrist so I couldn't inch away. "Me and you are going to have to tolerate each other now, alright? So for that to happen...stay out of my way and out of my buisness. But see, I could do anything I wanted with you...But I don't want to because your filth to me." Same old Malfoy. I guess he hasn't changed. I stared into his grey eyes. They were kind of...no. I couldn't bring myself to think that! Not right after when he called me filth. For a split second, I found him leaning in closer to me. And during that split second, I thought he was going to kiss me. But then he whispered, "You really do look different Granger." And with that, he turned and walked up to his sleeping room. And I just stood there and thought. Why the heck was he so close to me? EW! And why did he say I looked different? What, did he care? He called me filth, he couldnt possibly care! As much as this wrongfully sounds, was Draco Malfoy attracted to me? EWWWWWWWWWW! And with that thought, I ran upstairs and took a looooong bath to try to wash all these dirty, gross, disturbing thoughts out and off of me. But it didn't work. S-O-S please someone help me it's not healthy for me to feel this Y-O-U are makin this hard I can't take it see it don't feel right. |