86. Daring
Fall 2077 – Dormitories.
Dear Diary,

I know what I have to do, what I need to do. I'm not writing to ask questions, analyze or even lay the blame on somebody about something I messed up. I'm writing to make it final. Definite. Real.

He needs to be helped and punished at the same time. I need to be the one setting him rules, red lines and do-not-cross signs. Anyone else backed away, gave up, didn't bother looking deep enough. He won't deflect with me. If I want to move, I really need to do this.

Tomorrow, I'll keep Joao Neves at bay.